Kurimaw. :
hello vong how have you been lately? i hope life’s been treating you gently and that you’ve been okay, genuinely okay, because you’ve been on my mind more than i’d like to admit, and i guess that’s why i’m here saying this, you weren’t my first, but you became my first real love, the one i loved the most, and until now it’s still you, no matter how much i try to move forward i somehow find myself coming back to you, i still miss you in ways i can’t even explain, your voice, your laugh, your random little stories, your presence, even the simplest things about you that i used to overlook are now the ones i miss the most, it’s crazy how someone can become your comfort and then suddenly be the one you long for, i know things weren’t easy especially with how you are, and i tried to understand you even the parts that were hard to reach, but even then my love for you never changed, it’s still here, thank you for the memories, the moments, and for being someone i’ll never forget, i don’t even know if i’ll fully move on, but honestly forgetting you was never part of my plan, i can’t replace you, so i’m just here not rushing you, not forcing anything, just quietly waiting, i’ll stay, i’ll wait for as long as i can, hoping that maybe someday when you’re ready, we can still have a chance, that if we meet again at the right time, things will be better, more certain, and we won’t have to let go anymore, but if that time comes and i’m no longer the one, i’ll accept it even if it hurts, i’ll still wish you the kind of love you truly deserve, the kind that is whole, certain, and stays even when things get hard, but for now i’m still here, still hoping, still waiting, because it’s still you, vong. I miss you so much
2026-04-18 01:34:20