@ory0yo: I dont think I can bring myself to love again anyway #fypp #vent #kimishinu #yurimanga

⃟ :

real, like I don’t like the idea of burdening someone by dealing with me either 😅😅

yeetie :

im too evil, too scared of closeness..it feels dangerous, idk why im so scared of it. idk whats wrong with me. maybe because i have seen so much that proves love doesnt exists in my life, to the point that i no longer believes it. i started to get a wave of anxiety everynight just because of the thoughts about some humans who maybe liked or loved me.

Kyosan :

humans are complex yet simple, our mind fluctuate in every little experience that happened to us. allow me to remind y'all that out there, there's people who could accept u and ur flaws, as long u let em see (being available, sincerely telling em who's urself) and being honest to urself. stop deceiving ur own self. and one what's really matter imo is; love ur self more and accept ur own company. if you couldnt be aware and grateful for being ur self, there will be always doubt in every eyes u met on the future. are y'all scared of intimacy?

StarGlit. :

one dat believe me, someone will try hard for you, change themselves in a million way more than one, it will be am early painful relationship but you could recognize his effort immediately by the way he changed everything after he saw how hurt you are, someone so loving and kind that their heart become unbearing to see them in pain, and maybe one day you will outgrow that person, maybe you will get married to them, maybe... or maybe you won't... but before that truly ends, you should try your best, try everything because... I used to be that person, until she outgrew me and started to get tired of me, and she broke up with me, 2 weeks later she's already in an another talking stage with someone else... when we talked again it's all filled with fighting, and pain... she didn't dropped only 1-2 words of insult, it's... yeah... but you will find them...

ネルッ`ᰔ :

Im afraid of marriage

🧁 :

Eve :

I've done all I can. I do even what I can just to be accepted. I even throw myself away just so I can have someone. but in the end, they always leave. so whatever.

takeofurglasses :

I'm afraid that I could be a bad parent for my kids, i'm afraid of marriage

kiy. :

I hope she will stay with me forever

Naeurkeetfahretthirtynine :

And even if they do, I wouldn't be able to pay back

sugarcube :

Iryou.Medika🏥 :

interesting, every word describe my thoughts of get asked about marriage

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silent repost

Ikan :

silent repost ini mah

✩ :

hadeh ilah.. (gw bgt tuh)

Ela (caitlyn's version) :

sumpah ya gw selalu diputusin duluan sampe mikir emg gw seboring itu apa gimana sih

artha sigma skibidi stecu :

ayam geprek. ayam, cobek, cabai, garam, gula, bawang. ulek. bungkus. bawa pulang. makan pakai nasi. simpel

kiryuuinshoo :

Mun Calon Maba ISI YK :

jadinya bilang "gamau nikah/pacaran"

Arthur. :

fr

Aji :

I think that's because of your experience and your mentality. I do believe that you will meet someone who matches your freak and changes the way you see yourself.

boutta :

AnakAyam :

all i need is reassurance that im enough. but even i myself can't give me that. how could others do that.

unaa :

im too hard to handle with, i always break down even if you comfort me 103820 times, i love the feeling of sadness.. thats why my ex didnt stayed and why i never open up to anyone again, it would be a waste. Im such a egoistical creature, a person who always wants reassurance but comebacks into the hole she made for herself.

vai :