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patricia_xyzss❀: giving up someone you love, is a long process that slowly erodes happiness in you. not because your love is less strong, but because the universe seems to never take a side. you love him with all your heart, you once prayed with tears that fell secretly at night, you once wished every day only about him, but in the end you must realize, that not all feelings are worth fighting to the end. You begin to learn to accept, even though your heart refuses. You begin You begin to learn to smile, in the midst of wounds that you can never heal yourself. every day you pretend it's okay, even though in your head his name is still noisy, his voice still rings, his smile you still remember clearly. you try to erase memories, but memories you can't just throw away. you try to love others, but no one is able to replace his place. you try to hate, but your heart remains soft when you talk about him. and in between all that, you still love in silence, in distance, in longing that you can not point. you learn to let go without erasing the feeling, learn to accept without being really willing, and learn to walk alone without a clear direction. and maybe this is the most silent form of love, when you have to let go of someone you know, is the only one you want to hold forever. you keep praying that he You still hope he is okay, even though you yourself have never been really good since losing him. and finally, you realize, that love is not always about having, but about the courage to let go, while staying with him only makes you hurt more deeply every day:)
2026-04-18 20:15:34