V💋 :
🏳️🌈 Gemini here 🤍 after almost 7 years of knowing my first love (a Pisces), we unexpectedly met in person a year ago. He lives in Miami and I’m in Jersey, so it was always long distance. We were young when we were together for almost 10 months, so of course we had our toxic moments and said things we didn’t mean, but I never liked calling him toxic bc that’s not how I see him. Together we always talked about getting married, starting a family, and the day we’d finally meet for the 1st time. Also told me a psychic he went to said we were soulmates. Years went by with no contact, but he always talked about how he pictured us long term, and I’ve always wondered how much happier I’d be if we just stayed in each other’s lives. The day we finally met in person was completely unexpected, but it was the calmest I’ve ever felt in my life. There hasn’t been a day where I haven’t thought about him. We’re both 21 now, he’s going out more and living his life, but there’s still no one else I can picture marrying or introducing to my family. He mentioned joining the military bc college wasn’t his thing (that’s my thing!), and now I’m about to graduate and all I think about is moving to Miami. And even when we’re talking about the military I said “wait, didn’t you always want to be a cop when you were little?” and he was shocked and asked how I remembered that. Was cute seeing his eyes light up there. I remember sending him a bday/Valentine’s gift 7 years ago and seeing how happy he was opening it. Lol he never sent me gifts when we dated but he said he’d see me and drove an hour to see me when I was in Fort Lauderdale for a bachelor trip. Wasn’t even supposed to be in FL but it all made so much sense. Anytime I tell that story it sounds like a fairytale. He said he loved me and that this wasn’t goodbye but it’s been almost a year now since we met after all these years, just to be back to no contact. I’d always manifest that we’d one day meet and when it finally happened I didn’t expect to still feel this lost. The hope in me is still convinced I’m going to marry this man, but the other side of me is like “6 years of no contact, girl take the hint..” welp.. Therapy ✍️🤧
2026-08-04 02:36:41