Like then I picture earth there’s our reality planets the stars then pitch black and start overthinking about when it started what was before that everything that’s everything bad to start somewhere like your life your everything is like there and before that what was there was everything always here and if there was no space or anything before that what was there like everything we know is like there but what was before that was there a time before that and if there was nothing everything all life wouldn’t be real we wouldn’t be real, everything every source of life wouldn’t be real and everything would be nothing like as if you tried seeing out of your elbow there’s absolutely nothing to see out of it’s like what…. I CANT STOP LIKE I PICTURE NOTHING ITS SO SCARY AND NO ONE GETS WHAT I MEAN THEY JUST SAY IM CRAZY AND THINKING TOO MUCH AND IT WAS GOD OR THE BIG BANG BUT WHAT WAS BEFORE THAT??? Its like on ibis paint imagine you paint the canvas black and thats our space our reality our comprehension our lifeline any sign of life and you delete the canvas and its just grey, like was the grey always there? What about if the grey leaves what is that nothing and if that grey isn’t there nothing is but what’s under the grey? There has to be something because there can’t just be nothing at all. I can’t comprehend this concept fully and it’s driving me insane. I FEEL CRAZY I CANT EVEN BREATHE RIGHT AND IM STARTING TO LIKE BLACK OUT ON AND OFF WITH THE VISION OF NOTHING I CANT STAND IT I JUST CANTTT. THEN AGAIN HOW CAN YOU BELIEVE SUCH AN INFINITE AND COMPLEX THIMG IS MADD BY OME HIGHER POWER? Cause like I dint get the point in praying or asking for things from a higher power, you get that sense of relief and comfort and you decide that the comfort you feel from believing “god” is helping you is just a manipulation tactic your head is playing on you
2026-04-16 05:06:18
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