𝑛𝑖𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑦𝑦 :
To my avoidant love 💚, i know that sometimes you feel overwhelmed in our relationship and your first instinct is to pull away and have space. I understand that being avoidant is not easy, and its not something you choose, its just how you protect yourself when things feel too much. i see that, and i dont take it against you. i notice how you sometimes stay quiet instead of saying what you feel, and even if it confuses me sometimes, im trying my best to understand you better instead of reacting the wrong way. i want to be someone you feel safe with, not someone who adds more pressure to you. im here for you, not going anywhere. im all in, but not in a way that forces you or rushes you. i just want to grow with you and support you while you slowly open up in your own time. you dont have to worry about me love, ill always be here, praying for you, cheering for you, and loving you for who you are, even on the days when you feel distant. im sorry if sometimes i put too much pressure on you when it comes to loving me. i understand that it might make things feel heavier for you, and i dont want to be the reason you feel overwhelmed. im still learning how to be more patient and gentle with you. thank you for being understanding with me and for correcting me when im wrong. i appreciate how you still choose to stay and try to understand me in your own way. i see your effort, even in the small things. i know sometimes im hard to love, and there are moments i give you reasons to pull away, but you still stay, and that means so much to me. im really sorry for my mistakes, and im still learning and growing for us. just know that i love you with all my heart. kaya please don't leave me ha? im here, okay. no pressure, no misunderstanding, just us taking our time and figuring things out together, step by step. iloveyouu
2026-04-16 14:31:55