unknow_3748 :
I hate it. I don’t hate them I just feel like I overthink it too much or maybe I’m not who knows. All his friends are girls and ever since we started dating I started comparing myself to all them, thinking how i can be more prettier or funnier. I’m lost with who I am now because of all this, I also wish I could be the person he runs to when he has a problem and not his gbsf. Before at the start of the relationship him and his closest gbsf would always and I mean everyday, would hang out afterschool alone and because of how close they are everyone thinks they are dating. Everyday for a whole year all I’ve heard is “No way your dating him if his gf is ___.” It hurts just hearing that everyday, I wish I could get a break from it. Even at home I hear It, “Yeah your definitely getting cheated on, he’s cheating on your with his gbsfs or ___ don’t you realize” . A couple of months ago I talked about not liking the way he was so touchy with all his gbsfs (He would hold there hands, hug them, and 💋 there cheek) luckily he understood and stopped hanging out with her afterschool, stopped hugging them and holding hands with them, and 💋 there cheek. I’m really grateful for that but I recently broke up with him a week ago, we still talk as friends but he misses me. I don’t know what to do anymore because I’m just so full of everything everyone tells me about him (“He’s cheating on you”, “Hes a h0e”, “He’s dating his gbsf infront of you bro”, “I saw him 💋 ing another girl”,ect) I don’t want to believe it but part of me just is so lost. And the second we broke up he went back to hugging them and holding hands with them. It really hurt me so much I started tearing up. I know I know I broke up with him and he can do whatever now but I broke up with him because I couldn’t stand the comments everyone made about him, they were hurting me everyday. But I still love him, because he makes me laugh and just by seeing him my whole day becomes happy, he also is very understanding, sweet, and can communicate without getting angry. We are still friends but he misses me and said he will do anything to get me back, anything he said. All I said was “I’ll think about it, I just need time”
2026-10-22 23:13:39