P4TKΣR LYR1CS🎧
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kai :
To my avoidant baby, I won’t beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I’m starting to understand that love shouldn’t feel like I have to keep proving I’m worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I’ve tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I’ve ever felt. I kept telling myself na “intindihin mo s’ya, gan’to lang talaga siya” while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate you. I don’t blame you. But I’m finally accepting that I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this, I hope you understand that I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only exists when it’s convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore like before.
2026-04-29 06:47:54
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mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my lifea kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you.
2026-04-17 14:30:54
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P4TKΣR LYR1CS🎧 :
Nag essay nanaman kayo.
2026-04-23 06:31:55
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aikzziexn :
yk it's hurt, yearning for someone who's still with u.
2026-04-21 05:09:54
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MAR. :
hi baby, it’s been a while when we stopped talking, and honestly, ang daming beses na gusto kitang i-message ulit pero lagi akong napipigilan. hindi dahil wala na akong nararamdaman, kundi dahil hindi ko alam kung may lugar pa ba ako sa buhay mo ngayon. time passed so fast, pero yung memories natin parang kahapon lang nangyari. minsan napapaisip ako, what if hindi tayo tumigil? what if inayos natin instead of letting everything fall apart? alam mo ba, ang daming nagbago sa akin since then. i tried to move forward, i tried to act like everything is okay, pero deep inside, there’s still this part of me na ikaw pa rin. ang hirap i-explain, kasi kahit anong gawin ko, bumabalik pa rin ako sa thought na “ikaw sana.” maybe it’s because you were not just someone to me, you were my comfort, my peace, and my chaos all at the same time. naiisip ko rin kung naaalala mo pa ba ako the way i remember you. do you still think about me sometimes? or am i just someone from your past na nakalimutan mo na? i don’t know, and maybe that’s what scares me the most. kasi ako, hindi pa kita nakakalimutan. hindi pa rin nawawala yung “what if” sa isip ko. i’m not saying this para manggulo or to bring back something na wala na. i just want to be honest with what i feel, kahit late na. siguro this is my way of letting things out, kasi ang dami kong “sana” at “baka” na hindi ko nasabi before. if ever dumating yung time na mag-usap tayo ulit, i just hope na hindi na tayo strangers sa isa’t isa. pero if hindi na talaga, i’ll try to understand. maybe some people are meant to stay as memories, not forever. masakit, oo, pero ganon siguro talaga ang buhay. still, i just want you to know na you were once my everything, and that will always mean something to me. i hope you’re happy now, genuinely. and if ever our paths cross again, maybe—just maybe—we can start again, kahit as something simple.
2026-04-17 01:10:29
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sekii :
oh kanino na?
2026-05-02 05:40:55
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mets :
sa totoo lang, ang hirap talaga kalimutan ng greatest love nayan💔
2026-04-19 05:49:01
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lean^^ :
ba't ganon? he seemed unbothered. while here i am, crying.
2026-04-21 15:55:58
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Zielle :
Kanino na to?
2026-04-30 01:26:10
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DND. :
daming essay dito ah
2026-05-01 13:08:44
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seraphina :
Adobo, Sinigang, Kare-Kare, Lechon, Tinola, Pancit, Lumpia, Tapsilog, Longganisa, Tocino, Bangus, Daing, Bistek, Afritada, Menudo, Caldereta, Embutido, Dinuguan, Laing, Pinakbet, Paksiw, Inasal, Batchoy, Lugaw, Arroz Caldo, Champorado, Halo-Halo, Turon, Bibingka, Puto, Kutsinta, Sapin-Sapin, Leche Flan, Ube Halaya, Biko, Ginataang Bilo-Bilo, Cassava Cake, Maja Blanca, Ensaymada, Pandesal, Hopia, Siopao, Siomai, Fishball, Kwek-Kwek, Isaw, Betamax, Adidas, Balut, Penoy, Kilawin, Kinilaw, Sisig, Dinakdakan, Papaitan, Bulalo, Nilaga, Tinapa, Tuyo, Danggit, Pusit, Adobong Pusit, Ginataang Isda, Ginataang Gulay, Tortang Talong, Ukoy, Okoy, Lumpiang Shanghai, Lumpiang Ubod, Lumpiang Sariwa, Pancit Canton, Pancit Malabon, Pancit Palabok, Pancit Habhab, Pancit Molo, Chicken Curry, Pork BBQ, Chicken BBQ, Inihaw na Liempo, Inihaw na Isda, Inihaw na Manok, Camaron Rebosado, Sweet and Sour Fish, Chopsuey, Ampalaya, Ginisang Monggo, Ginisang Sardinas, Corned Beef, Spam Silog, Hotsilog, Bangsilog, Tosilog, Hamsilog, Liemposilog, Chicksilog, Cornsilog, Pritosilog, Dangsilog, Adosilog, Bacsilog, Pater, Pastil, Piaparan, Rendang Mindanao, Satti, Kulma, Beef Pares, Pares Mami, Mami, Lomi, Sotanghon Soup, Misua, Almondigas, Ginataang Langka, Gising-Gising, Dinengdeng, Burong Isda, Burong Hipon, Bringhe, Valenciana, Morcon, Rellenong Bangus, Relyenong Talong, Sarciado, Escabeche, Pakbet, Poqui-Poqui, Binagoongan, Adobong Kangkong, Ginataang Kalabasa at Sitaw, Utan Bisaya, Laswa, Linagpang, Humba, Pochero, Estofado, Sinampalukang Manok, Pesang Isda, Pesang Manok, Suam na Mais, Binakol, Kansi, Cansi, KBL (Kadyos, Baboy, Langka), Inun-Unan, Sinuglaw, Lechon Paksiw, Crispy Pata, Bagnet, Chicharon Bulaklak, Tokwa’t Baboy, Kilawing Tanigue, Relyenong Alimasag, Ginataang Alimasag, Ginataang Hipon, Halabos na Hipon, Tahong Soup, Baked Tahong, Kinamatisang Isda, Sinaing na Tulingan, Paksiw na Pata, Dinengdeng na Gulay, Ensaladang Talong, Ensaladang Mangga, Burong Mangga, Atchara, Kinilaw na Tuna, Kinunot, Tiyula Itum, Chicken Pastil, Beef Kulma, Tiyahang Manok, Bopis, Igado, Pinapaitan, Tinumis, Hardinera, Pancit Batil Patung, Pancit Cabagan, Pancit Bato, Pancit Lusay.
2026-04-25 13:28:57
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lyka :
akala ko next month pa pasukan? bakit nag e-essay na kayo?
2026-05-03 11:52:55
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mammoney :
ang sarap mo magmahal pero ang sakit mo ring mahalin. paano mo nakakayang kumausap ng ilang babae habang ako nahihirapang pulutin yung puso ko na nabasag?
2026-04-28 15:10:47
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itsmeur_ryuu :
kahit di kana maging akin.mapunta kalang sa tamang tao.
2026-04-19 12:16:02
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Riannelle :
Backburner, di pinursue, second option, di pinili, laging pangalawa, standby lang, backup plan, never priority, almost pero hindi, reserve lang, last pick, pang-lipas oras, fallback palagi, hindi inuna, hindi sineryoso, hindi pinansin, laging nasa gilid lang, parang choice lang kapag wala nang iba, laging panghuli sa listahan, hindi kailanman una sa isip mo, sandalan lang kapag kailangan mo ng kausap, pansamantalang kasama kapag masaya ka, kapag wala kang ibang mapagkukunan, ako yung boses mo kapag hindi malinaw ang isip mo, ako yung kahinaan mo na tinitingnan mo lang kapag hindi ka masaya sa ibang tao, parang comfort zone na hindi mo alam kung seryoso ka o hindi, laging pangalawa sa desisyon, pang-reserve lang, kung kelan convenient sa’yo, kung kailan free ang oras mo, ako yung ‘almost’ pero hindi naging ‘ikaw’, ako yung naiisip mo kapag hindi nag-work yung una mong pinili, ako yung extra na iniwan mo sa huli, ako yung hindi napag-isipan, hindi tinutukan, hindi inuna, hindi minindset, hindi pinapahalagahan, parang placeholder lang sa buhay mo, parang panandalian, hindi tunay na mahalaga, pero nandyan lang palagi, handa lang umako kapag wala nang iba, parang echo sa isip mo na hindi mo kayang itigil, parang damdaming iniwan mo sa gilid, laging standby, laging nakahanda, laging nasa likod ng priority mo, hindi pinipili, hindi pinag-iisipan, hindi pinapansin, parang laging pangalawa, pang-reserve, pang-ubos lang ng oras, never truly chosen, almost pero hindi, di kailanman una, di seryoso, di tunay, laging nasa huli, di kailanman sa unahan, pang-lipas oras, pang-replace, pang-comfort, pang-backup, pang-extra, pang-boredom, pang-second thought, pang-fill in, pang-temporary, pang-huli, pang-extras, pang-standby, pang-always waiting.
2026-05-01 03:51:05
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cathzie :
basahin ko sana essay niyo, lahat kayo, kaso wag na masasayang lang oras ko.
2026-04-25 10:34:50
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chan :
kanino na 'to
2026-05-04 13:20:53
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P4TKΣR LYR1CS🎧 :
Hirap ngumiti pag na miss mo
2026-04-21 14:43:08
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. :
Hi babyy koo, my first everything, my first love, my greatest love, how are youu naa?? i hope you're doing well today, i miss youu so much naa, it's 23hrs ago since we broke up, are you eating well ba? may masakit ba sa 'yo? okay ka paba? masaya ka ba ngayon? anong pinagdadaanan mo? balik kalang sa 'kin ulit kung inaaway at hindi ka nila iniintindi ha? nandito ako palagi, hinding hindi kita iiwan, hinding hindi kita ig-ghost, ibloblock or kahit ano, nandito lang ako para balikan mo, ikaw parin sana alam mo. Hindi yun magbabago, ayoko humanap nang iba, sana kung pagtagpuin ulit tayo ng tadhana, makamit natin yung best version ng sarili natin, miss na miss na kita, sana sundin mo padin yung mga inutos ko sa 'yo nung tayo pa, maayos naman tayo ng kaumagahan e, tanghali hindi na, alam mo ilang beses din kita iniyakan, yung 3months na yun, durog na durog ako dahil naisip kong hindi ko na ulit mararamdaman yung goodmorning mo, goodnight mo, yung iloveyou/iloveyoumore mo, yung "kain na poo" mo, yung "sleepwell" mo, yung pagiging maasarin mo, yung corny jokes mo, lahat lahat about sa 'yo, kelan ka babalik? haha. Hindi sana nasira relasyon natin kundi dahil sa mga taong hindi ako tanggap na nakapaligid sa 'yo, basta kung gusto mong bumalik saakin balik kalang po ah? 'wag kang matatakot, 'wag kang mahihiya kase ako padin yung makikilala mong minahal mo, wag mong papahirapan sarili mo ah? nakaya mong magpahinga tas lumaban ulit nung nanjan ap ako, dapat kayanin mo din ngayon ng wala ako, sobramg proud ko sayo kase kahit gaano kahirap yung pinagdadaanan mo, lahat ng sufferings mo, lahat ng nasubukan mo, lahat ng nilabanan mo, at lahat ng tiniis mo, wag mong pakinggan yung mga taong nangd-down sayo baby okie? isipin mo nandito ako, nandito ako biggest fan/supporter mo, susupport kita sa lahat ng gusto mo, nandito lang ako tatakbuhan mo pag wala ka ng matakbuhan, kakampi mo padin ako sa lahat okie? i'm not your ex, i'm your kakampi sa lahat bebi, keep fighting my love, dadating din yung araw mo, isipin mo muna sarili mo, focus ka muna sa goal mo okiee? i want you to win in life, go continue to achieve your dreams with or without me my baby, nandito lang ako nakasubaybay-
2026-04-25 03:55:26
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yoww :
I loved you, Lorraine Gonzales i really did. not in the loud, reckless way, but in the way a woman stays when it would’ve been easier to leave. i fought for us quietly, consistently, with patience i didn’t even know i had. i bent parts of myself just to make space for you, and i never once thought of it as a loss back then. i thought love was supposed to hurt a little, supposed to ask you to endure. but loving you didn’t save us. effort didn’t turn into a miracle. all that wanting, all that choosing, still wasn’t enough to change the ending. and that’s the part i keep sitting with, the idea that you can do everything right and still lose someone. no grand betrayal. just two people wanting different things at different depths. i replay everything in my head, not because i think i can fix it, but because part of me refuses to let it be small. what we had mattered to me. you mattered to me. i hate how easy it looks from the outside, like it was just another story that ended. it wasn’t. it lived in me. it shaped the way i speak, the way i wait, the way i love now. i don’t blame myself the way i used to. i showed up. i stayed honest. i loved you in the only way i knew how, fully, even when it scared me. if that wasn’t enough, then maybe it was never about my lack, but about timing, about alignment, about things no amount of fighting could fix. i’ll miss you without chasing you. i’ll remember you without reopening wounds. and one day, the yearning will soften into something quieter, not gone, just gentler. until then, i’ll let myself feel it. because loving you was real, and losing you doesn’t erase that.
2026-04-23 05:24:45
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Lovely Ong :
So it’s been 11 years already, 11 years since I started loving you, and 9 years since I last saw you not even a shadow of you, haha. It’s funny how all the memories we shared are still so fresh in my mind, all the laughter and awkward moments even when we were just kids. 2015 was the best year of my life because that was when I met you and we became friends. Ever since then, I was always so excited to go to the plaza every afternoon because I knew you’d be there, I knew exactly where to find you. I’m writing this letter so I can hold onto all our memories since we don’t have even a single photo together, haha. I know the time will come when I might forget you, so this letter needs to exist to help me remember YOU, and to remember the magic of love again. It all started at Plaza, San Carlos City, Negros Occidental. You were wearing a white sando with a vinegar stain, and I went up to you asking, "What happened to your clothes?" You replied, "I spilled vinegar on it." I heard your uncle or cousin teasing us, and I know you felt uncomfortable, but I felt so giddy inside. I didn’t know why though, because at 7 years old, I didn’t understand what love or having a crush meant. Back then, I actually believed that babies were made out of wood like Pinocchio that’s what Mom told me! Sometimes you’d come to our rolling store to buy some palamig, or we’d just watch videos on my tablet. There was even a time we played "wedding," and I got upset because instead of being the bride, they made me the flower girl, and you ended up "marrying" Marites oh well! We’d race with our twist cars or run around where the people were doing Zumba. But what I will never forget is the time we were running around and you suddenly pushed me against the wall. That was my very own "slow motion" moment, and that was exactly when I realized this wasn’t just a simple crush anymore I was truly in love with you. Thank you for coming into my life, even if it was just for a short time. You made my childhood magical. They say to expect the unexpected, I wasn’t looking for love back then, but you came along. Until now, I will never, ever forget you. I will always and forever love you ♾️
2026-04-25 01:27:53
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️ :
hi my totga, I loved you. truly, In a way that changed how I see the world. You were my safe place, my favorite person, my what if that became a when. And I don't regret a single moment of loving you, even now. But I'm writing this because I have to let you go. Not because the love is gone, but because holding on is starting to hurt more than it heals. We both deserve peace, and I can't find mine while I'm still waiting for a door that won't open again. This isn't me being angry or blaming you, this is me choosing myself for once. Choosing to stop reopening a wound just to feel something familiar. Thank you for the laughs, for the lessons, for the parts of me you helped grow. I'll carry those with me, always. I hope life gives you everything you're looking for. Take care of yourself. I'm letting go now.
2026-04-25 06:10:36
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Acenic :
Sadyang Mahirap. lang ngumingiti ngayon Minahal Kita mula noon Ibalik. na Ang tibok ng puso mo kulang naba Ang mga ulap sa langit at buwan dika na babalik sa lilim ng ulan sa bawat saglit Handang masaktan kahit di mo alam
2026-04-18 14:19:55
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Chingmansiiiiiii :
hi baby, it’s been a while when we stopped talking, and honestly, ang daming beses na gusto kitang i-message ulit pero lagi akong napipigilan. hindi dahil wala na akong nararamdaman, kundi dahil hindi ko alam kung may lugar pa ba ako sa buhay mo ngayon. time passed so fast, pero yung memories natin parang kahapon lang nangyari. minsan napapaisip ako, what if hindi tayo tumigil? what if inayos natin instead of letting everything fall apart? alam mo ba, ang daming nagbago sa akin since then. i tried to move forward, i tried to act like everything is okay, pero deep inside, there’s still this part of me na ikaw pa rin. ang hirap i-explain, kasi kahit anong gawin ko, bumabalik pa rin ako sa thought na “ikaw sana.” maybe it’s because you were not just someone to me, you were my comfort, my peace, and my chaos all at the same time. naiisip ko rin kung naaalala mo pa ba ako the way i remember you. do you still think about me sometimes? or am i just someone from your past na nakalimutan mo na? i don’t know, and maybe that’s what scares me the most. kasi ako, hindi pa kita nakakalimutan. hindi pa rin nawawala yung “what if” sa isip ko. i’m not saying this para manggulo or to bring back something na wala na. i just want to be honest with what i feel, kahit late na. siguro this is my way of letting things out, kasi ang dami kong “sana” at “baka” na hindi ko nasabi before. if ever dumating yung time na mag-usap tayo ulit, i just hope na hindi na tayo strangers sa isa’t isa. pero if hindi na talaga, i’ll try to understand. maybe some people are meant to stay as memories, not forever. masakit, oo, pero ganon siguro talaga ang buhay. still, i just want you to know na you were once my everything, and that will always mean something to me. i hope you’re happy now, genuinely. and if ever our paths cross again, maybe—just maybe—we can start again, kahit as something simple.
2026-04-23 05:22:54
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jayyy :
bakit maraming essay dito
2026-04-17 16:03:51
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