China 🌺 :
I have felt what you felt dearest. I was there in that feeling for years. Life didn't feel like it could get better. And then to my suprise, at my lowest moments, thats when life changed. Not because my circumstances got better, but because there was this hope inside of me that I didn't know existed. I met God on a day that I wanted to give up my life and there was this hope that life could be better if I chose it. If i chose to keep going despite the practicalities. Now, I have the honor to be able to spread that joy to teens and adults even kids that think hapiness isn't for them. I can tell them the Jesus I once doubted exists despite the practicalities - and so does hope, and love, and joy, and hapiness. It just takes the willingness to be seeking Him and seeking people who have been through what you have, to give thier testimony despite all circumstances. I never like forcing my faith on people so I hope it doesn't feel that way, but because I love people so much and know the pain of feeling unloved, without hope, and misunderstood by people around me, I have to share because faith is what kept me alive, and now I pray that the love i've recieved can be poured onto you and all of those who have a story that sounds like what I went through. because its amazing how my life changed for the better. And I want that for people. I want it for you. God bless you and I love you sister. Praying for you to recieve Him and others in your life to spread love into your mind and heart above all cirmcumstsances. The One who saved me can save you too. I doubted it too, but I has gratefully proven wrong. There's a Creator that yearns to love you how people could not. Try something that seems impossible and wait for the joy, even if it takes time, it's worth it all. It was worth it to me 🤍
2026-06-21 05:22:18