@pearlyblue.mk6: I am thankful my baby girl was healthy and safe. But I still grieve everyday the birth I wanted for my last baby.. it was supposed to be natural, I was supposed to do it all on my own… It was hard for a while to understand why.. but I get it .. I will always question my body now.. but it gave me 2 beautiful baby girls. I am so thankful for that. Csections are NOT the easy way out I hate when people say that. They understand what goes on behind the scenes. I wasn’t able to move when they said my bay girls heart rate was dropping. I wasn’t able to hold my baby girl until I moved my legs which felt like years… there’s so much one doesn’t know until they experience it. I was being cut open and they were talking about their plan for the next day to go golfing. . Like what…. No one was able to hold my hand while I sat there naked to get my spinal tap… I really wish people understood more about csections. My anesthesiologist was amazing if it wasn’t for her they would have had to sedate me.. C-section are truly scary… ##csectionmom##csectiondelivery##csectionawarness##csection
My voluntary csection was way worse than my emergency with my first. Being conscious throughout the entire process is a real out of body experience. especially for someone with anxiety. Wish I knew what a natural birth was like, but happy my babies and I made it. 🥰
2026-04-22 13:58:30
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𝕊𝕒𝕤𝕤𝔸𝔽𝕣𝕒𝕤𝕤 :
Laying in bed with my newborn on my chest while recovering from a c section this has me bawling, you’re so seen to 💖🥰
2026-04-18 01:26:44
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Anna Banana :
It weighs so heavy because the grief stays around and all you remember is the cold operating room just laying down shaking trying to be grateful they’re here. I wish we could’ve had the comfort of a non surgical delivery… 😭🫶🏻
2026-04-22 13:01:11
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Jaycie.Larsen05 :
Going for TOLAC this time if I don’t have her on my own I’ll have a repeat C-section 32 weeks we’re walking a mile and half one way for a concert for two days in a row praying that does sometime
2026-04-22 13:56:22
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Alexandria | SAHM | Girl Mama :
this was me with my 1st. to this day that birth and recovery was the hardest scariest thing I've been through. she turns 4 next week
2026-04-20 01:12:42
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Emily B 🌻 :
C section recovery was actually the worst thing I’ve ever done in my life.
2026-04-18 00:44:01
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Kales :
I was unconscious the first hour of his life 😔. I had an @nxiety attack when they gave me my spinal tap. I will never forgive myself for not hearing his first cry and holding him in his first moments of life..
2026-04-18 01:57:32
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