Nick Lord of darkness :
I remember that'd I scrap my knees on the ground too, on purpose, not for the same reason but to go inside when it was cold out. And I'd always sit alone on purpose to see if anyone would sit next to me as a social experiment. I was so happy about doing that experiment that I wasn't caring that no one sat next to me. That no one would rather sit next to me than their friends, even my friends. I made life long friends in thousands grades but also who left. I've stayed since kindergarten. Same room, same house. In middle school I made a lot of friends, in 8th grade had a big friend group, but they all ignored me with a boyfriend who ignored me. There was drama and we split up, but it made me so anxious. I always had a temper, kind to people but acted very overprotective, loud, yelled. I always thought people would leave, but some wouldn't. Now I have multiple best friends. I still have a temper and loud, but trying to fix that. I'd use my temper to scare people away to protect myself and my friends, but a leather jacket only gives people a reason to bully you more, not less. I'm sorry that you went through all that, but I hope hearing this makes you feel less alone about that fact that you weren't the only angry, teenager, who used anger to mask everything that I bet a lot of teenagers do.
2026-04-18 14:23:01