@iam4ktrip: Replying to @iam4ktrip I love color now. I didn't when I was ill. @texas.born.BlueDot #ketaminetreatment #ketamineinfusiontherapy #ketaminetherapy #mentalhealthmatters #Iam4ktrip

texas.born.BlueDot :

YES! I thought I had cataracts or needed a new perspiration—green on trees are not what I remember! Everything I see has a hint of grey painted over it. Also I think you’re right… it’s boundaries and expectations. Men who were important to me told me that bc I was a woman I couldn’t be a designer. I did t understand the discipline it took to design. Turns out they were jealous. Men (one man from the office and another my husband) were so jealous that I was doing my dream and they couldn’t do there’s or I would prevent them from the promotion) that they spent years telling me i picked the wrong profession. I ruined my life. I turns out during that time, my art made it into the prestigious magazine Communication Arts. I was in reality very good at what I did. They hated watching a woman rise so they brainwashed me for 5 years into thinking a woman was only meant to have babies. I can’t get passed the brainwashing. It built boundaries I never had before. I’m desperate to break out!