@mistyjen: what if you loved me like i loved you? what if none of this ever happened and we stayed friends and it never ended up like this? i wish i just can go back in time because i was so selfish and never even cared if you ever left me, but now i care the most. i hung out with your sister today, it was the 2nd best hangout i have ever had. me, your sister, and my brother. i remember every moment of us together, and i wish i could go back and cherish the times before everything happened. i wish i never said yes. #gongfourz #boynextdoor #onedoor #L