ザイム|FRANKLIN :
Today, I'm going to show you How to Wait. Well, they left, so guess I'll just wait for them to come back.. if they come back. I hope they do, I've been left by so many people so many times, you'd think I've grown used to it by now, even if I think that, but it hurts more every time. Every time I open myself up to the possibility of finding love or finding a friend who would stay, I end up getting used and left once they've taken what they need from me. I don't know what it is about me that makes people want to hurt me, but I really wish they would stop, I feel so bad every time I put my trust in somebody, to give them your time and energy, and care, and love, and attention, only to have them leave you. I really hope they come back, I'll wait for them, I waited before and I've been left standing by myself like a fool, but maybe it'll be different this time, maybe they'll come back, maybe I'm not an idiot for hoping for something like this, maybe even I deserve kindness, what am I kidding? They're not coming back, they'll never come back, I'll just be here, standing here, on standby, hoping, looking, waiting...
2026-07-05 14:26:12