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Can I talk about it? I'm tired, really tired of everything. Tired of pretending to smile, even though my heart is already broken. Tired of being strong, even though I want to give up. Tired of always being someone's shoulder to lean on, but when I need them, everything disappears. I'm tired of understanding others, but I'm never truly understood. I'm tired of always giving in, as if I don't have any feelings of tiredness. Tired of listening to patience from people who don't know anything about what I'm enduring. Tired of the same routine, every day but everything is the same, empty. Tired of people's expectations. They always ask me to be the best version of myself, even though I've already lost my true self. Tired of finding reasons to hold on, even though everything is getting harder. I just want to be quiet, far away from everything. Sometimes I think, maybe I just need time. Or maybe I just need to be understood. Not advised, not blamed, just given space to feel. When it comes to that, who really cares? In the end, I'm alone again. Fighting alone, crying alone, healing alone. And even though I'm tired, I know tomorrow I'll wake up again. Even stronger. Because the world doesn't care how tired I am.
2026-04-27 17:31:23