Xia :
How to unlove someone you secretly love for more than 6 months? I thought kasi moved on na'ko pero seeing her in school made all my love for her flood back in my face. Kala ko okay na'ko, hindi pa pala. I tried acting cold to her but when my our adviser made a joke, I found myself instinctively glancing at her. Everything just reminds me of her. Ang dami kasing mixed signals na binato niya, sabihin nyong normal lang magreply sa notes ko everytime, in just a few seconds, huh. Our late night talks, the way she always reminds me na dapat magsulat na'ko ng lecture and nagpasa ng output cuz she knows I hate writing and passing outputs. Yung suyuan at tampuhan namin, yung sinuyo nya ko ng 1 week when i got nad at her joke. It's my first time feeling this way about someone, cuz at first ehh, hate ko man siya, we were like frenemies then we became close and somewhere along the way, everything changed. I started looking at her in a different way, her small actions meant the world to me. Di ako maka move on kase first, di'ko ko fully sure na wala talaga akong chance, second, lumalapit siya kahit todo iwas kona sakanya noon, then ngayon? Wala na, nawala na lahat, i kept thinking where did I go wrong? what changed? May nawala ba or wala na talaga yun sa beginning? I'm not delulu huh, pero pati best friend nya kasi shiniship kami, mga kaibigan niya. Sabi ba namn sa'kin ng best friend niya "Oo, second option mo kasi best friend ko(secret crush ko)" tapos kinukulit pa niya Ako "Xia, may crush si (secret crush ko) sa room" ng paulit-ulit. Pano ako maka move on if di'ko alam ano talaga yung andun o wala.(Sorry wrong grammar) ☹️
2026-04-23 08:37:23