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Olivia :
if God is real, I hope he knows that I tried so hard to believe
2026-06-09 19:15:53
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Ashat2027 :
Growing up with comfort of being a Christian and then realizing “No one is coming to save you, except yourself” was absolutely devastating.
2026-06-09 15:11:09
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⃟ :
please dont remind me
2026-06-12 08:49:47
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authoytx3zc :
It’s impossible to explain this feeling to anyone who hasn’t experienced it. That final call out before your entire worldview changes
2026-06-09 02:36:42
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J🤍 :
I still think about him sometimes.
2026-06-09 16:40:44
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Hendriky :
"You just didn't try hard enough" ive never tried harder in my life.
2026-06-09 12:46:58
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sapph.xox :
is it weird to say I grieved
2026-06-10 16:46:40
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yalikejazz123 :
Such a specific feeling. I knew the god I’d prayed to all those years was something I’d constructed, but I prayed one last time anyways, just in case. No one believes me, but I was really hoping I was wrong.
2026-06-08 06:58:49
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𓊖 Silly dude 𓊖 :
sometimes I still whisper his name at night, but I only hear myself echoing back into my ears.
2026-06-11 13:48:29
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user4056462329839 :
I begged him to answer me. Words or signs, anything. I asked for him to strengthen my faith, to make me a better christian. In the end all I was left with was myself, and the inescapable feeling that we are on our own.
2026-06-09 18:00:51
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ghostinlinen :
it’s like an ache in your chest you can’t shake
2026-06-09 07:06:02
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otisss :
Dear God, I tried my best. Yours Truly, _
2026-06-12 09:59:14
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Marisa :) :
I was devastated when I found out King David and Joseph weren’t real cuz those were my favorite stories to read 🥺
2026-06-10 21:11:11
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LoveJenna :
I wanted to believe he was out there so badly. I wanted to believe a god out there loved and watched over me. But one day I stopped praying, and I had never felt so free, I pulled myself up, I believed in myself instead. I remember the little girl who believed and I love her, but she has grown and moved on.
2026-06-08 15:25:54
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asiadarealart :
And then I started believing in myself 🥰
2026-06-12 06:16:04
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khairanoor_ :
so real
2026-06-12 09:28:58
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AndrewDoo :
i remember the first night I went to bed without praying, I think I cried myself to sleep
2026-06-10 03:52:06
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Jessica Beverwyk :
And I still feel guilty
2026-06-10 18:23:15
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Scales :
I was up all night praying, BEGGING.
2026-06-07 11:34:41
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alwaysandforever1577 :
I never will stop believing I just give up trying for him I give up begging to be heard
2026-05-27 05:49:32
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Via :
I know he’s real and there but I just think that maybe he’s forgotten ab me
2026-06-11 13:38:07
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ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ִֶָ🦋་༘࿐ :
I don't think It'll ever admit this out loud but I truly wanted so badly to believe in the Lord but I never felt like I would be accepted into the kingdom so I left the faith..
2026-04-23 03:18:36
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