Giovanni Joestar✝️ :
I relate to spiderman a lot, I used to give everything up for ppl, gave my whole life for so many ppl just for them to turn their back, I was hurt tired and felt outcast and thought if I could let it go, let them figure it out themselves, but I kept caring and pushing and Jesus is the only person in my life who truly never turned his back and is always with me and has my back. there's so much more, I lost my best friends by getting fatter and farther and watching us get farther, same with every good friend I've had, even kind of with my parents, I love all of them even though some or most have turned their back, it's so lonely at home, alone all the time, watching everyone with girls and friends to go with everyday, friends that at least say I love you and your appreciated, I never heard I love you or you're appreciated in my life form anyone other than my parents, even that felt forced and if I did, I can't even remember if I did, I'm exhausted of being alone but I trust God, talking like this isn't gonna help but I just want to get it out there
2026-06-04 02:04:33