yourbfzaii💋💋💋 :
SABE nga nila... we used to be best buddies. and now things are different. we acted like we didn't know each other :> you have someone else now. and I know you find the happiest version of yourself with her, and saksi ako do'n. and honestly, masaya ako kasi masaya ka sakanya. I could never hate you. but it hurts in a way I can’t even explain. what haunting and hurts me the most? losing you in that way. it’s losing the friendship we used to have. and I guess what I really need right now is clarity. kahit masakit, I just want to understand. ano ba talaga tayo noon? may meaning ba ‘yun para sa’yo, or was it just something that passed? casual lang lahat ganon?
I’m not here to ruin what you have now, and I respect your relationship. pero sana, one day mag karoon ako ng chance makausap ka(like we used to)hindi para mangulo, kundi para magkaroon lang ako ng closure, liwanag para sa lahat ng 'yon para maintindihan ko kung saan ako lulugar :)) hahahahaha ik you can't choose me the way I choose you ahahah dude, she's part of your present and I'm just part of your past :)) kasi alam mo yung regret sa buhay ko? ang hirap na lagi kang minumulto ng presence mo sa buhay ko. kahit anong gawin ko, bumabalik pa rin yung memories, yung “what ifs,” yung feeling na hindi natin na express dahil lumayo ako hahah pero hindi ibig sabihin non galit ako sa'yo. I'm hurt i'm not mad, now see the difference? nakakapagod na rin minsan, kasi ni isa wala akong pinag hahawakan, pero parang hindi rin kita totally mabitawan. :> sometimes I wonder what if I never crossed that line? what if we just stayed best friends? would we still be okay right now? Imiss you, rak. not just the “you” I had feelings for, but the best friend I used to laugh with, the one who made everything feel lighter. but I guess this is where I learn how to let go of something that was never really mine to begin with. you’ll always be a part of me. you'll always have me. I'm always here. waiting. loving you. in silence. :))
2026-06-09 09:23:56