@i.5.1_: One day I sit with myself and my mouth and see her smoke rise in front of me as if everything is buried in my chest. I feel that it ignites what is in my heart and makes thoughts walk in me in a stranger and harsher way, as if every breath of them opens an old internal door and makes me see things I was trying to get over it or keep silent about them. Suddenly I find myself asking myself questions that I didn't want to hear answers. I don't know when I put it down from me, but I know that I've been walking a lot for a while and I didn't reach me, and every day I try to understand myself more, and every day I feel that I'm more away from her more, as if there is a copy of me that knew the way, and it was calm and clear, and now I see a second copy. The first time I see it. I see it in a