primo.ph :
i don't even know what changed between us. kasi dati, kahit simpleng message mo lang you managed to make me happy but now, i spend my days staring at our chats, waiting for your name to pop up, hoping kahit isang message mo lang. pero wala e.
what hurts the most is how easy it seems for you to go days without talking to me, habang ako eto still wondering if you even think about me the same way i think about you. i tried understanding you. i kept telling myself na maybe you're just busy, maybe pagod ka lang, maybe i'm just overthinking again. pero habang tumatagal, mas lalo kong nararamdaman na parang unti-unti mo na akong kinakalimutan.
ang sakit, kasi dati you made me feel so important. you made me feel wanted. ngayon parang ako nalang yung may gustong kumapit sa atin. ako nalang ang laging may effort sa atin.
your inconsistency hurts more than silence sometimes. there are days you make me feel loved, then suddenly you disappear like i meant nothing at all.
i hate how i still wait for you even after making me feel this way. i hate how one message from you could still fix my whole mood kahit ilang gabi na akong umiiyak because of you.
i miss you so much, but i also miss the version of you who never made me question my place in your life. kasi ngayon, i'm left wondering if i'm still someone you care about or just someone you reply to whenever it's convenient for you.
honestly, i'm getting tired of pretending i'm okay with this setup. because i'm not. i miss us. i miss talking to you every day. i miss feeling close to you. but lately, it feels like i'm the only one mourning something that's slowly fading away.
2026-06-03 01:28:35