david001 :
life is so unfair..
I’ve been quietly losing my mind chasing money—risking everything I save year after year, only to end up back at zero. It’s been like this since I left home in 2015. People think I’m cold, selfish, or nonchalant, but the truth is, I’m just overwhelmed and don’t know how to put everything I’m carrying into words.
I isolate myself because it’s the only way I know how to deal with the pain. They don’t understand what I’ve been going through because I can’t explain it. Sometimes it feels like my future is either being rich and alone or poor and alone.
Life feels so unfair. At times, I even doubt if God really exists.
In 2025, I lost everything that mattered to me. I lost my house that same year. On April 19th, 2025, I got married… and on November 10th, 2025, I lost my wife and my unborn child 😭😢
Since then, life has felt meaningless, and I’ve never been the same. I still struggle with doubt, even questioning God’s existence.
But somehow, I’m still holding on to faith… still trying to trust God. 💔🤦🏿♂️
2026-05-05 12:07:45