Shou :
I'd love to repost this but we're still mutuals here. I don't want my presence to be any more of a burden to her than it already is. I'm alright with you choosing yourself over me, but believe me when I say I was willing to risk it all for you, no matter how long it took us to finally understand and feel safe around each other naturally. I would have tried to understand you in all ways that I can. Your need for space, independence, the feeling of wanting to pull out when things get intense, your "cold" replies that I knew were your own way of showing up, despite not wanting to, I've seen all of it baby, and I've understood those parts of you. I wanted to understand every bit of you and I've been constantly trying to regulate my emotions so that my anxious attachment wouldn't ruin everything we ever had. I've already made so many comments like these on similar posts, and Athena, if you get to read this, I know you may never come back, but the door will always be open if you'd let me love you again. And whenever you feel like you are not loved, please think of me. I've always loved you with all that I am and I always will have that passionate love for you. Take care of yourself babychacho💜
2026-05-22 13:09:34