@meraayy_: I don’t think people talk enough about this part the part where you’re trying to find a balance and it never really feels right you feel like you should be doing more, studying more, pushing harder but at the same time you’re scared of losing everything else in the process and it’s like no matter what you choose, there’s always that feeling that you’re doing something wrong either you’re not doing enough or you’re doing too much and you’re just stuck somewhere in between trying to figure it out I think that’s the part no one really prepares you for