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I keep telling people that I’m okay now, that I’m slowly moving on and that everything is getting better. But the truth is, I’m not. There are still so many moments where my mind goes back to you without me even trying.A song, a place, a random memory suddenly everything reminds me of us.And it hurts because what we had felt so real to me.
I never imagined that I thought was my loml would one day become someone I can’t even talk to anymore. We went from sharing everything to being complete strangers. Sometimes I sit and think about how things changed so fast, although i completely when, why, and how everything went wrong.I replay our memories again and again in my head, knowing there was something I could have done differently to make you stay.
People always say “just move on” like it’s the easiest thing in the world.But they don’t understand that when you truly love someone, it’s not something you can just turn off.You were not just a random person in my life.You were someone I trusted, someone I cared about deeply, someone I imagined a future with.Losing you didn’t just change my soul, it took away the version of life I thought I was going to have.There are days when I try my best to be strong and focus on myself. I tell myself that everything happens for a reason and that maybe one day I’ll understand why things ended this way.But then there are nights when everything feels quiet and my thoughts become loud.That’s when I realize that a part of my heart is still holding on to you, even when I know I probably shouldn’t
I wish I could forget the way you made me feel i wish I could erase the memories so it wouldn’t hurt this much.But the truth is, the reason it hurts so deeply is because what I felt for you was real.You were never just someone passing through my life.You were someone who became part of my heart, and that’s not something I can simply remove.
Maybe one day time I love you will slowly heal these feelings.Maybe one day I’ll wake up and realize that I finally let go of the past. But right now, all I know is that you are part of me.Still misses you more than I want to admit. And even if the world ask me to moved on I will never be. i miss you.
2026-05-11 06:41:28