@itsmariactually: people either love or are uncomfortable about my complete brutal honesty but i never started sharing this journey to only show the good. most of it isn’t good especially not in the early days. lately, as much as i appreciate the encouragement and support. hearing “you got this” when i couldn’t feel further away from “having this” really takes away from the fact im sharing i feel i can’t anymore. please don’t take this as i don’t appreciate the support and love, ill forever be grateful i just wanna be seen and heard when im expressions that are harder to hear. relapse is a part of recovery. there’s people who have got clean and never looked back, i unfortunately haven’t been one of those people. and it’s important to show the hard days just as much as the good. #sober #sobriety #addiction #MentalHealth #fyp
Clearly no one read the caption in the comments sending my love babe ❤️🩹
2026-04-29 18:58:14
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#WRW :
Fall as many times as you need to sister, just keep getting up!!!
2026-04-29 19:58:05
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Summer :
Keep your head up and keep going!!!
2026-04-29 16:59:25
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151190hhttttv :
you got this girl one day at a time. you look stunning by the way 🙏
2026-06-25 19:35:44
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Iystnyd :
I feel you girl, everyday in recovery is a literal fight and some are tougher than others . Feel free to messgae me if u wanna chat. I’ve been off K for 3 years nearly and I got to K meeting in london x
2026-06-09 14:15:57
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Lele Sweetpea 🍬 :
Remember God loves a trier baby girl!!! ❤️✨🙏🏽
2026-05-13 05:58:37
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Sharnabanana :
Take everyday as it comes praying for you 🙏
2026-05-04 17:47:09
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MN :
The lord loves you and is always with you, psalm 23!!!! Search it on youtube theres a song they have made that is so good and really gets you to understand that even if you are by yourself you are never alone for the lord Jesus Christ is always with you✝️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
2026-04-30 18:25:50
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mayapres :
You can do this
2026-04-29 20:39:28
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lunaglow333_ :
WELL DONE BABE! LETS GET IT! KEEP GOING! 💜
2026-07-19 10:55:17
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Skyexo :
You’ve got this💖
2026-04-29 17:31:52
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Elvis which level :
beautiful 🌹🌹🥰
2026-04-30 09:23:29
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ies :
acknowledging is the first step and every try is a step closer ❤️
2026-04-29 23:59:01
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miss p 👑. :
you got this babesss, you can do this!! 🩷🩷
2026-04-29 23:13:03
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Alisha J. :
you got this beautiful 🤍🫶🏽
2026-04-29 20:21:35
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JC :
I feel like at some point you’ll hit a peak and it has to get better after, push through that discomfort🤍 if you always give up before that point, you can’t get to the other side x
2026-05-03 11:08:15
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LANA :
Stay strong girl!🙏🏽
2026-04-29 18:44:38
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oluwakemi :
proud of you girl
2026-04-29 17:13:23
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u mad? :
please mane keep going, I promise the health problems you will get from this addiction aren’t worth it, every single day I’m in constant chronic pain so bad I can’t move and live my life normally, and back at the end of my addiction the k bladder was so scary, one day I couldn’t pee and next day I couldn’t not pee, sometimes if I get a uti I still piss my pants, it’s awful and embarrassing and I wish I had quit my addiction sooner ❤️🩹
2026-04-30 20:24:24
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Rosiee😘 :
It gets so much easier, but remember before it gets easier, it will get harder. The recovery some days you’ll feel like your getting somewhere and some days you’ll feel like giving up. It’s important to PUSH through those days, because one day you’ll see lighter days, you’ll wake up and dr0gs wont even cross your mind, once your off them it takes time but you eventually find yourself again. And most people fail only because they don’t see themselves getting better, but once you push past the hardest part, so many more bright days will come ♥️sending you luck
2026-04-29 18:58:18
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Pauline :
To see the top, you must see the bottom. Keep going girl!!!
2026-04-29 17:02:34
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Mandisa ❤️ :
Everyday you stay off it it will get better for you! I pray God makes it easy for you! 🙏🏾🙏🏾
2026-04-29 19:05:58
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Josh Walker :
Addiction is so annoying God will get us out
2026-04-30 12:33:07
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Lady M :
Go look at your first pinned video and read what you wrote and remember this is your first time living too, life isn’t perfect but you’ve got this baby girl better days WILL come 💋
2026-04-30 01:34:45
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heather :
so proud of you girly, keep going🫶you’ve so got this as hard as it is xxx
2026-04-30 22:04:51
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Aceboogie7 :
Keep fighting the fight. So proud of you stranger !❤️
2026-04-29 22:25:21
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Asia :
you wanting to do get better is a big step that many cant take, keep your head up sweetie u got this❤️🩹
2026-04-29 18:06:33
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Jade :
I know it doesn’t feel like it now, but this will be so worth it once you’re on the other side! You won’t feel like this forever and I need you to know that! ❤️
2026-04-29 17:34:20
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kristianna& rolo🐶 :
you got this babe #wedorecover i am 3 years off craxk and drink thought i could not do it stay strong 🥰🥰🥰
2026-04-29 17:05:36
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ᴄʜᴀʀʟᴇʏ⋆˙⟡ :
One day at a time! You got this! 🩷
2026-05-01 22:51:12
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Lucy B :
Keep going I’m day 4 from other stuff and I feel so much better 🥰
2026-04-30 18:08:17
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Sophieeee :
I’m also on day 7 today, we can do it 😇🫶
2026-04-30 15:09:12
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Big C💫 :
Keep pushing my love,, remind yourself why you got clean in the first place. Keep your head up baby you got this ❤️❤️
2026-04-30 10:49:11
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daisyglenn.x :
It will feel impossible right now but you can do it ❤️there was a time it wasn’t in your life and there will be again , stay strong and keep trying sending my love ❤️
2026-04-30 02:15:59
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Loser :
I believe in you, but I need to say this one thing. That stuff will DESTROY and crystallise your bladder. The pain you’re feeling now will be nothing in comparison to what you will feel if you keep using K. I used it heavily and I got to the point where when I thought about weeing, it was happening. I had no time to act. Thankfully it’s got so much better since I stopped. Please don’t put yourself there lovely, it will be hell 💗 you’ve got this 💗💗💗💗
2026-04-30 01:50:09
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Jazz 🧿 :
Honestly get this so much! You, your thoughts, your feelings are so valid 💗
2026-04-29 23:25:25
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doks :
You can do this!!!!
2026-04-29 21:43:41
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candymisswavy :
The only difference between you and the people that never looked back is they kept going. You’ll soon have your own testimony to look back on. ❤️
2026-04-29 19:11:16
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.Ļïs̤̮ä‧ :
well done! it will get easier i’m 125 days off it atm
2026-04-29 19:02:22
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Yas🎀 :
Well done girl! You deserve greatness 🤍
2026-04-29 18:37:21
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KRC :
Come onnnn every day is a new step forward 🤍🙏 proud of you stranger
2026-04-29 18:33:44
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