har.mm.🍫 :
you probably think i lost all feelings for u , but i truly miss you a lot , wishing everyday we could’ve got it right , i love you alottttt , it’s truly hurting my feelings that I can’t talk to you rn .. well I can but my pride to big , who would’ve known our last time actually being tg was gone be at the park , thought we was forever ? wat happened ?? , can’t even move on cs im so stuck on you but I don’t plan on moving on anytime soon anyways .. i cry day and night just for me to go to school seeing u with someone else , we maybe not together but lord knows everything you do hurts my feelings .. even when u laugh with other girls cs that’s how bad im inlove with you , probably not gonna ever gbtg but if we don’t it’s ok ig .. just don’t forget about me .. ok ?? , still go thru yo repost , still look at our old messages , still wear yo jackets , still talk about you everyday , silly me tho , but trust me if you ever need me im forever coming thru , i maybe show tuff love but its not what im tryna do at all , i was never used to anyone showing me that type of love you showed me .. all I needed was for you to stay with me but u gave up so easily , crazy how we can just walk past each other like we strangers i LITERALLY know you .. we been thru everything tg .. but im guessing that pinky promise wasn’t real ?? I hope we can put all this pride we have to the side and come to a agreement to work smth out , still missing that “ harmonyyyyy “ but I don’t get that anymore , I think I’m giving up tho .. cs I try sooo hard to win you back either if you believe it or not , I ask about you everyday , most of the time trying not to cry in class cs the stuff we used to do replays in my head , all the memories , arguments , n laughs .. i can’t lie i miss em , don’t even come to my class anymore to give me hugs that hurts a lot seeing u pass that door .. knowin at one point you used to bend that corner sharp asl to come see me 😭 dang near getting referrals evd , i definitely had a different way of showing love but u wouldn’t understand , yk we would’ve been tg fa 8 months n 3 days right ?? , thought our goal was a year 🙃 , ilyyy/imyy thooo
2026-05-06 03:22:45