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roxythi§ :
He just stops chatting. One day, no more “good morning and good night”. No “how’s your day going” and no more duo plays. Unfollowed me on social media and what’s remaining is our steam accounts connected. It’s like stab in the heart but gotta live with the pain and move on from something, from almost.
2026-05-01 09:44:26
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heyitsmegwennyy
heyitsmegwennyy :
You wrote down what i have in mind. Grabe, ang sakit eh.
2026-05-01 10:32:45
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jvst_jann
J-ann :
Ik, l’m the one who ended things, but ik it’s for the better. I just want to focus more on my self muna, messy pa masyado now. Maybe mag cross pa path natin in future?? Maybeee???.Sana nga. Curious pa ako sayu eh. Kainis.
2026-06-06 07:28:37
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achiaa___7
Achia. :
How do you grieve for a love that did not even exist?" How do you let go of something that was never clearly yours to begin with? No labels, no promises, no clear beginning, and somehow no clear ending either, just feelings that grew in the spaces between conversations, in the pauses, in the late night thoughts, and in the little things that slowly started to mean far too much. It’s strange, isn’t it? To hurt this deeply over something that was never officially yours. When people ask what happened, you can’t even explain it properly, because what do you even say? That nothing happened, and somehow that nothing ruined you? That there was never an us, but you still found yourself grieving like there was? That’s the cruelest part about an unlabeled connection, there’s no breakup to point at, no final conversation, no ending anyone else can understand, just a quiet distance that slowly turns into silence. And still, it hurts like losing someone you loved with your whole heart. Maybe even more, because there was never any closure, never any certainty, only unanswered questions and the unbearable weight of what could have been. You keep telling yourself they were never yours, that there was never really an us, that you should move on because there was technically nothing to lose, but your heart doesn’t care about technicalities. It only remembers how they made you feel, how someone who never even knew they were becoming your whole world somehow became the hardest person to live without. So now you’re left grieving memories that were never officially memories, grieving a person who was never truly yours, grieving a love that had no name but somehow took up all the space inside your chest. And maybe that’s why it’s so hard to move on, because how do you heal from a wound no one can see? How do you bury something that never even got the chance to live, when it still feels painfully alive inside you? Maybe that’s the saddest kind of love, the kind that never got the chance to exist, but still left behind the deepest kind of pain. Maybe the hardest truth in life is realizing that love doesn’t always mean “meant to be.
2026-05-04 14:40:00
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kyoshinnn1
Shinn :
kanino na?
2026-05-03 14:17:43
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itsmarielicious718
midnightblues28 :
Been in this situation right now 😩
2026-05-02 02:43:39
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ajuniceone
Aju_Nice𓆩✧𓆪 :
3 months nag usap. After 3 years, sya parin.
2026-05-02 21:06:28
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thxlxssx
Thalassa :
Yeah. How do you grieve for something that's been just a dream.
2026-05-03 17:08:52
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machatalateee
machatalateee :
my situation rn pero may callsign na "baby"
2026-05-03 01:29:23
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asissisr
roy :
Some people enter your life, change you, and leave before you are ready. You question what you did wrong, but the truth is not all love is meant to stay. Some love teaches you how to feel deeply, then lets you go. Some love does not last forever, but it leaves a mark that stays with you longer than the person ever did.
2026-05-02 11:00:41
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ddervinn
derv!n🌱 :
Too risky to repost🫠
2026-05-01 23:27:11
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ginataangchorizo
andreiiiiii :
Hi sa isa Jan , hindi ko alam kung saan magsisimula, kasi matagal ko nang dala ‘to. Siguro sinasabi ko na lang ngayon dahil unti-unti ko nang tinatanggap na yung mga inaasahan ko… hindi naman talaga para sa’kin. Hindi ka naging ordinaryong tao para sa’kin. Hindi ko namalayan kung kailan ka naging paborito kong hanapin sa bawat lugar, kung kailan naging importante sa’kin yung simpleng “kumusta mo,” at kung kailan nagsimula na umikot yung araw ko sa’yo. Yung maliliit mong gestures, normal lang siguro para sa’yo, pero para sa’kin, ang laki na ng ibig sabihin. Ang masakit, habang tahimik akong nahuhulog, ikaw naman, naging sarili mo lang — mabait, genuine, at walang idea na unti-unti mo nang ginugulo yung puso ko. Wala ka namang pinangako, pero ako, umasa. Gumawa ako ng mga “what if” sa isip ko. Mga eksenang ako lang naman ang may alam. Ngayon ko lang narealize… panaginip ko lang pala lahat. Ang daming beses kong gustong magsabi. Paulit-ulit kong iniisip kung paano ko sasabihin, ano magiging reaction mo, at ano mangyayari pagkatapos. Pero palaging nauuna yung takot — takot na mawala ka, takot na maging awkward, takot na marinig yung sagot na hindi ko kayang tanggapin. Kaya pinili kong manahimik. Pinili kong manatili sa tabi mo kahit unti-unti akong nasasaktan. Hanggang dumating yung moment na narealize kong hindi ako yung pipiliin mo. Hindi siya biglang sakit, kundi dahan-dahang kirot na hindi nawawala. Ngumiti ako, naging normal, pero sa loob ko, natututo na akong bitawan yung isang bagay na hindi ko naman talaga nahawakan. Gusto ko lang malaman mo na totoo lahat ng naramdaman ko. Yung bawat ngiti mo, may impact sa’kin. Yung bawat usapan natin, mas tumatagal sa isip ko kaysa dapat. Pinasaya mo ako sa paraang hindi mo siguro maiintindihan… at kasabay nun, tinuruan mo rin akong tanggapin na minsan, hindi bumabalik yung pagmamahal na binibigay mo. Pero wag kang mag-guilty. Wala kang ginawang mali. Choice ko na mahalin ka, kahit masakit. Siguro hanggang dito na lang talaga — ikaw yung favorite kong “what if,” yung almost, yung taong minahal ko nang tahimik… at yung kailangan kong bitawan kahit hindi naging akin.
2026-05-04 23:05:05
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user7gvnoumqxp
ᯓ★ :
sino next???
2026-05-05 16:45:05
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d.dumpp2
️ :
blurry po yung text
2026-05-01 23:48:04
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hugluvre
z ☆ :
mag hug nalang tayo guys
2026-05-03 10:19:50
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choijanggyu
choijanggyu :
Grabe i never though you wrote whats on my mind. It really hurts
2026-05-02 00:54:07
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ai.mhemosyne
mhemoooo :
na para bang nabasa nya nasa isip ko
2026-05-02 04:29:17
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sakamoto_ba
🕊️ :
Usap: 2 years 🙂 Usad: Habang buhay 🙃
2026-05-01 17:56:46
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mad.maella
˖𓍢Mey⋆.ೃ࿔ :
pov ko ba to?
2026-05-01 05:58:19
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littlemazzie
Mazzie :
You put into words what i can’t write. But I guess he is happy now. He started dating my friend after a month of no contact. I felt so disappointed for both of them. But what can i do? they are hiking and clubbing buddy and I’m just a stay-home girly pop that loves my cozy room. Maybe he finds me boring that’s why he left. I just can’t wish him happiness after what happened, a little toxic, but I am nit ready yet.
2026-05-03 04:50:46
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meek.meek_28
🅺🅰🅻🅸🆇 :
from "hey there pretty girl. how's work treating you?" to "this got me heavily thinking to cut off all communications and I want to stay alone" ☹️
2026-05-02 04:43:45
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raineyy07
👻 :
may yakap,may kiss,may imissyou but still walang kame HAHAHAHA
2026-05-04 05:03:39
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ja.namanana99
jaaaaa :
may our story rest hehehe, silent repost.
2026-05-30 15:08:37
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