Happy May besties!! It’s a new month, meaning new opportunities, better days, and a refresh. 🌻 May is mental health awareness month and ironically, this past April has been the worst and hardest month this year for me mentally. I’m not sure if you guys noticed, but I didn’t film an April calendar coloring video (or any coloring video), Sunday resets, or morning vlogs — all of which are my absolute favorites to film and post. My depression & anxiety was at an all time high after all the traveling, work, and socializing; I burnt myself out, which then led to a depressive episode. All energy, momentum, and motivation was lost. I felt so stuck & guilty for being stuck. I felt lonely even when I wasn’t alone. These past couple of weeks, I’ve been able to slowly pick up myself again and gradually get back into my routine. Getting out of a rut is not easy, but it’s not impossible nor permanent. If you are going through something similar, please know you’re capable of getting out of that rut and that you aren’t alone. It won’t be easy, but it’s a rewarding feeling. I’m still not at my 100% best, but I know I’ll be okay…and I know you will too. May this month bring a plethora of joy, new experiences, & introspection. I can’t wait to start filming all the things that I’ve been missing throughout these weeks!! Cheers to a new (and better) month. 🌼 #colorwithme #colortok #coloring #anxietyrelief #peaceful @bobbiegoods - @beckymaelee