MFive :
Honestly… I actually love you, even though I know I’m just one of many people who admire you. You’re amazing. The way you smile, the way you carry yourself in front of people, the way you still look warm even though we’re so far apart… all of it amazes me in a way I can’t explain. You’re like a bright, colorful, dreamy world… while I’m just an ordinary person standing far outside of it all. I realize, you’re an idol. You have a big path in life, high dreams, and many people admire you just like me—maybe even greater than me. And that’s where I feel more and more… I’m nothing. I’m nobody in your life, maybe you’ll never even know I exist. Sometimes I think it’s funny… how can I have feelings this big for someone I can’t even reach. But yeah, these feelings come without permission. And the more I see you shine, the more I realize that I can only admire from afar. Not only because of the distance or the circumstances… but also because I feel like I don’t deserve to be in your world. You are too beautiful, too precious, too high for someone like me. I haven't even become the best version of myself yet, so it doesn't make sense for me to expect more. So maybe my role is only this—watching you from afar, supporting you silently, and keeping this feeling without you knowing. Because loving you from afar is enough... even though deep down in my heart, there is a part that really wants to be closer. I love you... but I also realize, I will never really be able to reach you.
2026-05-02 16:53:18