Queen 💖💝of Belad 💫💯 :
Sometimes I wish I could be heartless too. Life would probably feel lighter if I didn’t care so deeply, if I didn’t replay moments in my head, or feel things so intensely. It seems easier to shut everything off, to move like nothing matters and no one can touch you. But that’s just not who I am.
I’m someone who loves genuinely, who shows up, who feels, who tries—even when it’s not returned the same way. And while that can hurt, it’s also something real. Being soft in a world that often rewards coldness isn’t weakness, it’s strength. It means I still have a heart that hasn’t been hardened by disappointment.
Yeah, sometimes I get tired of being the one who understands, the one who forgives, the one who gives more than I receive. Sometimes I wish I could just detach and not feel anything at all. But deep down, I know that losing my heart would mean losing the best part of me.
So I won’t become heartless just because the world can be harsh. I’ll learn, I’ll grow, I’ll protect my energy better—but I won’t stop being me. Because one day, the right people will value this heart I carry, not take advantage of it.
And until then, I’ll keep choosing to feel… even when it’s hard.
2026-05-09 23:46:58