lunaa :
heyy i just want to remind everyone to always NOT to give up. As a front class student who is currently 15 years old,my grades just got better recently like trust me— when I say my grades were BAD i MEAN it. It was back when i just started highschool— as a student who is currently new to these types of things; I get EASILY influenced. to the point I dont even realised i got a toxic circle that made me stuck and eventually,first exam,i got like 2 E and also failed my report card. I was disappointed in myself,but did i ever gave up? no. I BELIEVE myself. thats,that feeling that is sitting on the bottom of your heart “I want to be succesfull,but how? am i even able to do it? im not smart as others—„ never,NEVER listen to it. change your mindset to something like this “its okay,starting from now— ill check my mistake and corrects them,i can do this; even if it takes time or slowly.„ thats all you need sweetheart. that small positive action of yours,will always paid off. last year,my grade still isnt the best,but i passed; i was a straight C student. then,slowly i finally gathered all of my courage and leaves that toxic friendship/circle— it was hard for me,im not someone that can makes friends easily,i was alone for a week. i didnt know how to talk and socialize,but i trust in allah planning;even though im not someone that has good morality nor enough religious education— still i trust myself and allah SWT. slowly,UASA some of my grades dropped,but i see some that slightly improved. i was happy. now,15 years old, i didnt get all of my papers nor result yet,but what happened? my efforts slowly paid off. for now i got 3 B and looking foward for my other papers,i think im able to get more B and some A's;be positive,okay? im not entirely sure to,but i know that if i pray,make dua and trust allah— i will get it. it could be slowly and not immediately,but im glad. my PAI,never ever once crossed more than a C and nowhere near B,but now? its a B and subahanallah im glad for that. moral of the story,all the motivation i got all the things that i SLOWLY achieved is by letting go of something that you held for so long and keep moving foward.
2026-05-05 14:04:33