@sababarion: Loser #losercore #core #fyp #sad #loser

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This is a nightmare. It’s happening to me again, like someone is deliberately stuffing stupid thoughts into my head. Since one o’clock tonight, I haven’t been able to overcome this anxiety, this inner emptiness. I kept going over it again and again, and again, everything I did and everything I didn’t do. I don’t know. I can’t stop thinking. I’m too weak to simply forget. I remember everything good, I remember all the smiles and laughter. I watched old videos, photos... I don’t understand why, even knowing what to do so that everything could remain in balance, in peace, I keep destroying everything because of my inner anxiety and weakness. I am to blame for every one of my downfalls from the very beginning, only me, none of them. I knew what I was fighting, what I was fighting for, and even knowing what to do to preserve it, paranoia, fear, and weakness kept destroying the rational voice inside me. Because of my trauma, I cannot love the way other people do. I have a manic hunger to be everything to a person, even if I myself will be unhappy, but, as paradoxical as it may be, after a certain amount of endless unpleasant feelings, I take off this mask of naivety and push them away, but at that very same moment I put it back on again, and this cycle cannot be broken... Today, there was a girl of otherworldly beauty... just ✋😐🤚, and I understood that I could approach her, that I could start a conversation, go on a date, maybe we would start dating, maybe... But no, I couldn’t. I got scared. Even worse, I was afraid of repeating the same situation again, of trapping myself in the same trap and hurting everyone, including myself.

adam💫 :

cant repost

Aндрей 😶 :

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dona4ik_project :

me every time dreaming about 2 am

𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓇𝒸𝒾𝒶!! :

._.Alex._. :

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Rodrigão :

qual o nome dessa carinha?

wiwizz_08 🪽 :

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same...

Самый веселый человек :

Каждый день

Meep :

￴sleeplessDox :

@Turko🇹🇷