@verniqueesther: I cannot overstate how much I appreciate hundreds of you supporting me and being vulnerable about your own journey. If I’m honest the reason I haven’t gotten very “far” in one year of deconstruction is that I was scared to go “too far…” I was scared of what finding God outside of formality might cause me to lose. For those asking what deconstructing means to me, the answer is this: I’m allowing myself the gift of uncertainty. I’m questioning, learning, and critically reviewing the origins and practices of my Christianity to find what works for me. I know reading the last three words is jarring to read for those of us who have been taught that Christianity is pre-defined (despite there being hundreds of denominations that can’t agree on a definition), But the bottom line is, I’m searching for the God who created the universe and all who inhabit it. That’s it. So thank you for allowing me space to learn in real time. More on how that will look on social media coming soon 😉 Follow @verniqueesther for more deconstruction, healthy love, and culture content! _____ .‭‭ . . . #deconstruction #exvangelicaltiktok #traumatherapist #deconstructiontiktok #feminineeenergy

Therapist Vernique Esther

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Sunday 03 May 2026 19:03:02 GMT