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Birdy :
Rumination. It’s a form of OCD. I have it. All day everyday. You’re not alone.
2026-05-04 03:22:54
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AKay :
I think about it every now and then. I think it's a nudge from the universe to do something meaningful. We are each given a gift of time here on this planet, and we each have gifts and talents to share with the world. We don't all understand that we have a purpose, and that we are to use our purpose to leave the world better than we came, using the gifts that we have been given. To me, it sounds like you're in a state of realization. I would use this energy as power. What can you set your mind and body in motion on that will make the world a better place? What will your legacy be when you are gone?
2026-05-04 13:49:53
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Justin :
I haven't heard a lot of people talk about this but when I finally got sober I was just left with this depress
2026-05-10 01:56:06
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sobergirlmom :
I have this. I have been feeling it really hard lately. It was like I was meant to see this video.
2026-05-04 03:40:30
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Jenny :
Omg 760 days sober and I literally think about this ALLL THE TIME. Just now I got back from getting groceries. The sun was setting, watching everyone walking and doing normal evening activities…I was just like wow this looks soooooooooo dystopian…and I could die right now and all of this would stop. It’s so weird, you’re not alone!
2026-05-04 05:11:20
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ERICA710 :
Yes. It never crossed my mind until someone trauma dumped on me (this feeling) and I’ve never been able to stop thinking about it.
2026-05-04 13:09:43
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🫧 ChaoticKattie 🌬️ :
Mine is so much worst since I don’t drink anymore. It’s everyday now.
2026-05-04 13:16:22
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alysah jordynn 💛 :
i had this too before i started my medications! i really haven’t had those thoughts in a long time now that im thinking about it
2026-05-04 11:40:01
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Mary :
It’s not “normal” and it’s no way to live. Find help for your anxiety.
2026-05-04 10:29:04
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Hayley Rae :
It’s anxiety . I have always felt like this but especially since I gave birth my postpartum anxiety was terrible . Focus on the here and now ..
2026-05-05 00:35:31
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MaryLo :
I used to have these thoughts allllll the time and also thought everyone did! when I started on an ssri for anxiety they almost completely stopped. So maybe it’s an anxiety thing?
2026-05-04 03:38:37
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eleyeseh :
If you’re crazy then I’m crazy too lol. It’s exhausting 😐 I have to actively stop my thoughts otherwise I spiral into a existential crisis
2026-05-04 03:16:21
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Velvetsubmarine :
Yes, I have OCD and get weird spells of depersonalization, especially about death. Mine is a result of some trauma too!
2026-05-05 00:20:02
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Abby 🤎 :
Yep. Everyday.
2026-05-04 13:56:53
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Hannah Elizabeth :
Girl literally everyday
2026-05-04 06:55:59
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Jordan :
Girl this happens to me a lot I think about it TOO often. I think I need more community and connection though.
2026-05-04 03:15:26
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venusian_furs :
Pondering your own mortality doesn’t make you crazy. Humans have been asking the same questions since they developed critical reasoning abilities.
2026-05-04 03:14:02
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sheepadoodlemabel :
I do this all of the time. I keep thinking in any given second I could not be breathing in the next minute. I can’t go to sleep without thinking I’m not going to wake up. Or that my parents could die any minute. I don’t know how to not think all of this. You are not alone.
2026-05-04 03:44:21
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bremarie :
its 100% a form of ocd. look up ocd recovery on YouTube. they cover this topic alot
2026-05-04 19:31:02
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amylmcc1 :
The problem with nihilism is that you’re right.
2026-05-05 22:32:23
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