@uzair_lift_01: There are battles inside me that I never talk about 🖤 Every day feels heavy like I am carrying something no one can see something I cannot explain no matter how hard I try 🌙 Smiling has turned into a habit not a feeling 🙂 I laugh I talk I act like everything is fine but inside it is a different story 🎭 Some nights I stay awake for hours thinking too much going over memories I wish I could erase 🌃 Other days I feel completely numb like I am just existing instead of truly living 🤍 I tried to stay strong I tried to heal I tried to move forward like nothing ever happened but some wounds stay hidden and hurt the most 💔 It gets tiring pretending to be okay all the time 😔 I feel alone even when I am around people like no one really sees me or understands what is going on inside my mind and heart 🫥 I stopped expecting people to stay because every time I trusted someone I ended up feeling more broken 🥀 Sometimes I wonder if anyone notices the pain behind my silence 🌫️ I learned to keep everything inside to handle it quietly because opening up never gave me the peace I was hoping for It only made me feel exposed and misunderstood 🕊️ So now I carry everything on my own even when it becomes too heavy ⚖️ But even after all this I am still here Still trying still breathing still holding myself together even when everything inside feels like it is falling apart 🌧️ Maybe I am not as strong as I pretend to be but I have not given up yet and for now that is enough ✨ #pain #healing #silentstruggles #MentalHealth #deepthoughts