I feel an impossibly strong love for someone not physically close to me. Sometimes I think the universe is telling me if I can overcome my drug addiction I might be able to be closer to her somehow. Every time my addiction gets real bad and I dissociate from this reality I think I see signs telling me this. It gives me motivation I wouldn’t otherwise have, I’ve ALMOST overcome my addictive behaviour many times believing this. Feelings are so strong I want to scream and cry. I feel an immense longing something I know is potentially real and it helps me dramatically to try and be a better person. I feel at the cusp of, but not quite able to make those final steps and stay consistent over time being clean. I sense it’s possible to push through but feel stuck in a stalemate. I wish someone, ANYONE knew how this felt.
2026-05-07 17:52:17
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𝕄𝕚𝕒𝕨 мρsy :
me and myself 🙂
2026-05-05 00:10:31
340
whatevernevermind :
a romantic metal song 🔥
2026-05-04 13:31:18
187
dhloudyy :
me and if have a bf, one day...
2026-05-04 13:28:35
33
PagesWL📖𐙚🩵 :
it's my and my fiances first dance song on our wedding
2026-06-29 10:49:41
6
Ryan.Adams :
This was my wedding song I walked down the aisle to 😚
2026-06-30 08:30:02
6
Lintar_m29 :
My ex sung this for me one last time, im never fucking recovering from that…
2026-05-07 23:01:33
5
𝕯𝖔𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖎𝖈 :
what if she doesn't know ts song 💔
2026-05-04 17:48:53
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ℜ𝔬𝔰𝔢𝔶_𝔊𝔲𝔫𝔷 :
i prefer low man's lyric or unforgiven II
2026-05-05 19:34:59
11
𝓑𝓪𝓼𝓲𝓪 :
2026-05-08 20:38:42
44
🦇 :
ella dijo que esa sonaría en nuestra boda 🥀
2026-05-14 16:34:33
12
g :
minha favorita.
2026-06-05 09:56:27
1
Tia :
me myself and I 🖤🫶🏽
2026-05-16 22:14:49
5
𝑳𝒂 𝑨𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒑𝒂🐅 :
2026-05-16 16:15:11
7
𝒜𝓁ℯ𝓀𝓈𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶 :
2026-05-06 14:12:18
10
𝕄𝕚𝕒𝕨 мρsy :
2026-05-05 00:12:49
7
Avo111 :
song?
2026-05-20 06:23:43
3
𝔊𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔠 :
2026-05-19 05:19:06
2
rosie🦇 :
i know my who, but he’s not MY who
2026-06-04 10:30:06
2
₀₃₀ :
lucky me
2026-07-27 22:41:04
2
𝓐𝓷𝓭𝓻𝓪𝓪🎸 :
2026-05-20 05:17:29
2
𝕮𝖆𝖘𝖘𝖎𝖔𝖕é𝖊 :
._.
2026-05-21 22:36:41
5
jacouille la fripouille 🇨🇵 :
2026-06-22 13:58:54
1
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