Emilyywithrow
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Bre :
I also realize I don’t want more kids, I just want to experience my babies as newborns again. I was in the trenches and didn’t even know it.
2026-05-07 04:16:11
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sarahpressley60 :
I will cry looking at baby pictures of my kid, because I don't even remember that chapter in her life..
2026-05-07 18:16:27
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iits.via :
I work everyday I feel like I never see my baby anymore🥺
2026-06-22 16:27:16
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scratchesthebrain :
I think I'll always feel robbed of the experience because I was fighting to exist. 💔
2026-05-08 16:32:22
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JAMBER🤍 :
Or you can’t remember things from being in survival mode 😭
2026-05-08 01:17:03
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madelinee_g :
That’s why I’ll never have kids again. It’s a betrayal to my son to bring forth another life and when I didn’t even get to enjoy motherhood or my baby at all because I was in survival mode. If he didn’t get that version of me, no other child will.
2026-05-08 18:51:22
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britteee4 :
I have a theory that this is why people that wanted to be parents are such great grandparents bc they know how fast it goes so they soak up what they missed! ❤️🤞🏽
2026-05-08 02:48:23
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My :
post partum trenches robbed me of my babies first 6 months
2026-05-07 18:54:10
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Driaaa :
Wheww this and her early pictures were mostly by phone and not professionally taken makes the time feel worse
2026-05-09 06:22:00
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user3223636533770 :
Literally the most painful thing about being a mom
2026-05-07 01:02:10
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Nena 🍒 :
I was in fight or flight mode…having ppd, anxiety and rage..I didn’t get to enjoy my sons newborn stage n it hurts soooo bad hes 19 months now 😞
2026-05-08 06:29:46
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Sierra Fenix :
Mothers need more support. Not a 6 week apt when the euphoria is still up and I’m not sleep deprived and depressed as fuck yet. I just want help so I can be here. Like really here not out of body 24-7. I miss me.
2026-05-07 23:12:46
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stuck in suburbia🆘🇺🇸 :
Postpartum depression robbed me of enjoying my son’s newborn phase. 😔
2026-06-05 20:49:11
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multifacetedchic :
I understand you completely. It’s devastating I cry about it often especially when I look at pictures. Post-partum psychosis, depression and anxiety robbed me of my daughter’s first two years and a half. It took me forever to recover, but glad I made it. Now I can finally give her all the love and attention that I couldn’t in her baby-toddler years. 😭😔
2026-05-09 00:06:42
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Monica Soul :
It physically hurts.
2026-05-08 16:40:36
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Irrelevant :
I’ve never lived, I’ve just survived.
2026-05-09 01:17:33
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Natalie Clare Doyle :
I think a lot of mums carry guilt around this quietly even though they were doing the best they could at the time 🤍
2026-05-10 21:25:24
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bigbootyjudy :
I have so much guilt because of this.
2026-05-08 20:24:21
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Megz :
My kids are 20, 15 and 14 and I don't remember so much... the pain of wanting to go back and do it over, slow it down and make it better is sometimes suffocating.
2026-05-09 10:15:06
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Peggypilato :
I never cried so much😔 the grief is so deep!
2026-05-08 02:15:13
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Lesadreams :
Yep! I look back, it’s so sad, realizing how much I missed. Work M-F, rush kids to school/daycare, then to work, then to pick up kids, rush to get home and started dinner or figure out dinner cause we’re rush one or both kids to sports practice, then bath time, and then bedtime. So one would have weekends free. Oops don’t forget laundry and cleaning the house and paying bills. Never ending rush. I have glimpses of memories.
2026-05-08 13:57:31
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Angela Marie :
It’s soul shattering actually 😭
2026-05-08 15:02:22
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Heather 🍬 :
I became a mom too young, had horrible ppd and severe post partum anxiety on top of undiagnosed adhd/autism. I stood no chance tbh, but she's almost 19 now and we are very close, I feel terrible for not being the parent I should've been when she was so young
2026-05-08 10:51:13
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✨🤎Henny🤎✨ :
I don’t want more kids either I just want to go back and love the newborn stages with him 😭
2026-05-08 10:48:09
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