liana¹⁰⁰⁹ :
without noticing it, i slowly drifted into another world—Thai series, T-pop songs, new faces to admire. Then one day, I looked back at the version of me who stayed up all night streaming Enhypen's songs, who stayed spend nights waiting for any comebacks, who saved every peso of my allowance just to buy albums and photocards, who cried quietly when everytime a concert was announced thinking I couldn’t attend. For months, K-pop became distant to me. I told myself it was just a phase, that I could always come back later. And when I finally came back, the first thing I saw was the news of you leaving the group to walk your own path alone. Before the announcement i started to think na i should buy the sin: vanish album, but i didn't knew na that day was your last day as a member of Enhypen, Hee. Since then, a part of me keeps wondering… if I had stayed, if I never looked away, would things have been different?It sounds impossible, I know. But even now, Hee, I still carry this quiet guilt in my chest, as if losing you from ENHYPEN was something I could’ve prevented.
2026-05-08 03:26:19