Hey guys, I know that only a few people will read this, but there is something I want to tell you all. For everyone who doesn’t want to read all that sh*t below: I think I am going to quit, at least for a few weeks or months. Here is why: I am going through really rough times, tbh. There are many things I want to say in this text. A few months ago, I felt like the happiest person alive. Maybe some of you know why. I had the best girl in my eyes by my side. I was so happy because after my ex-girlfriend broke up with me in March 2025, I hadn’t had any contact with girls. She came into my life, and I instantly fell for her. We went through hard times too, but I thought that together we would get through everything. Then one day she came home and texted me. I was happy to hear from her because I had a hard day too, but everything felt different. She told me that she wanted to break up. I had a feeling she wasn’t alone when she told me this. I talked with her for 1 hour and 30 minutes, trying to save everything, but she was sure about her decision. This was a really hard hit for me. Since then, my life has changed too. I still think about her every night, and I still miss her. I still feel kinda depressed because of everything that happened. Maybe it was my fault, and maybe I could have changed it. Right now, I don’t have fun doing anything: cutting, driving, or playing. I could lay in my bed the whole day thinking about things I did wrong in the past. That’s why I think I need some distance. Most of the time I am alone with my problems because there is much more going on than only the thing with my ex, problems I dont want to speak about with anybody. Because the text would be too long i cut it here :) But I want to thank some people too. I want to start with @vennarl, @edou_rl3, @teqo7_, @snxpezq and @amongus250809. These guys helped me through the time between March 2025 and August 2025 after my first ex broke up, if you remember :) Big shoutouts go to the 3 people who are trying to help me right now: @mavefox0, @squetschipeak and @.dried.blossom_. Without them, it would be much harder. Thanks to everyone who read this whole sh*t, and please go talk to someone if you feel bad at the moment. If you think no one cares, DM me — I will listen and care. Maybe see you soon. Snyfox out #rocketleague #snyfox #MentalHealth #ex #quit - @snyfox.rl