pennyjacobs76 :
I just can’t let people run over me, hon I can’t do that. I’ve enjoyed talking with you and and everything but in my mind, you are a good person and I will always think of you. I do love you and I respect you. I really really do but I don’t know what’s going on. I’m a Church of God. I go to church on Sunday not all the time but some I do but I just don’t understand where everything is coming for me to sign in all of that that is that’s wrong. Yes, I have enough to take care of myself, but I can’t blow it because I have what I have to pay and I’m sorry my husband‘s dead and I can’t. I can’t issue my money out like that I have to save it to pay bills and I hope y’all understand but I enjoy playing songs for you. I really do because I love you. I really really do but I can’t let nobody take me for what I’ve got. I don’t have much but I’m proud of what I do have goes to the good Lord is with me. I wouldn’t have this if it weren’t for him and you know I wouldn’t. I have to call on him a lot of times I keep him on my mind all the time the Lord I do, but I enjoy talking with you and I also like I said before I enjoy you, but if y’all trying to get money out of me, honey, I don’t have it to give. I have to buy groceries. Pay my mortgage utilities. I don’t go into it cause I have all I need but I love you. I think I’ve said it several times in here I don’t know, but if you don’t wanna have no contact with me, honey, you don’t have to I understand but no, I’m not gonna say anything about this cause it’s not nobody’s business. I’m I’m a person. I don’t say I don’t talk about people, but I’m gonna go now and if you want to hear music, I’ll be glad to play it for you cause I know you need me, but it won’t be every day like it used to be because I’m I’m frightened of you because you said you would you would hurt me well I’ve got that in my mind too, so I appreciate you again for everything that you said to me which I know it was alive and you know it was but I can’t help it. OK love I’ll talk to you soon if you wanna talk, but if you don’t so be it.
2026-05-20 20:34:27