@janelleferra: I’m always in a state of grieving. Sometimes it looks like productivity. Clean kitchens. Pretty drinks. Content creation. Running errands. Making dinner. Answering texts. Smiling in videos. And sometimes it looks like dishes piled in the sink. A messy house. Ignoring my phone. Laying in bed too long. Feeling overwhelmed by simple things. Grief is strange because it keeps moving. It changes shape depending on the day. Some days I look like I’m doing really well. Some days I’m just surviving quietly. #griefjourney #HealingJourney #reallife #MentalHealthAwareness #daybyday