@lyricssky1: Earrings - malcolm todd | #lyrics#earrings#malcolmtodd#sadsong#spotify

hazelfrmct :

Extra extra read all about it, Malcom’s in his feelings and he can’t get out of it

￴￴ ￴￴￴ ￴￴ ￴￴￴ ￴￴￴ ￴￴ ￴￴￴ :

You know what? I’m tired of pretending I don’t care. I always tell people that I’m over it or that it doesn’t bother me anymore, but the truth is I care a lot. I think about her every single day, no matter how hard I try not to. Some days it’s just a random memory, a song, a place, or something that reminds me of her, and suddenly everything comes rushing back. I wish things had been different. I wish she had wanted to fight for us the same way I did instead of letting us slowly become strangers again. I tried so hard to be the best boyfriend I could possibly be. I know I wasn’t perfect because nobody is, and I made mistakes that I wish I could take back. I even tried changing my bad habits because I wanted to be a better person for her and for our relationship. I put so much effort into making things work because I truly believed she was worth fighting for. Looking back, I still wonder if there was something else I could’ve done differently, something I could’ve said, or if I could’ve loved her better. Those thoughts never really leave my mind. Some days I just want to let everything out and cry, but I can’t. It’s like I have so much built up inside of me that I don’t even know where to start. I just keep pushing it down and distracting myself with the gym, football, friends, or anything else that keeps my mind busy. But when I’m alone, especially at night, everything comes back. No matter how much progress I make in other parts of my life, there’s still a part of me that misses what we had. She was my first everything. My first real love. My first sweetheart. The first girl who made me feel truly cared for. The first girl I introduced to my parents and my family. I still remember how happy I felt knowing she was becoming a part of my life. We made so many memories together that I’ll probably never forget. At the time, I really thought we’d have so many more. What hurts the most is knowing that someone who used to be the person I talked to every day is now just another stranger with memories. We went from laughing together, texting all day, making plans, and sharing everything about our lives to barely speaking at all.

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Love this song

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𝟶𝚋𝚜𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚡𝚎.𝚌𝚘𝚖 :

So, you think of what to say then save it for another day...

MARIE 👸🏾. :

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