@ruthroyol: Rooms that break people. Rooms where mothers cry quietly. Rooms where fear sits heavy in your chest. I laid on that table. I let them cut me open. I walked those hospital halls in pain. I stood besides machines and prayed. I survived, just to hold my baby. All just to hold Jara. And now seeing your smile, holding you, and carrying you makes me the very grateful, happiest mother in this world. #csmom #survivor #mom #everyone