@naturistic_holic: when i’m in bed about to go sleep. but instead of falling asleep, i wonder if i’ll ever be worth loving deeply. not surface love. not “you’re cute” love. not “you’ll do for now” love. deep love. the kind that stays. the kind that sees your worst and doesn’t flinch. the kind that chooses you every morning even when you’re hard to choose. and then i wonder — am i even capable of receiving that? or have i become too good at expecting nothing? 3am thoughts hit different when you’re alone in a room full of memories of people who left. #sleeplessthoughts #3amthoughts #worthloving #deeplyloved #lonelynights #darkpsychology #existentialcrisis #sadquotes #overthinking #feelingunworthy