Jo :
All those efforts, patience, and understanding that i offered you, and the only thing that comes to your mind was my flaws? That breaks me.
I never saw you as someone flawed, nor someone who's not trying; I've always seen you the way you are, and for what you are. Perhaps, i was too foolish to think that you feel the same way, as i feel about you, but i was wrong.
I never asked for anything, but when i finally did, why did i felt bad? Why was it like, I'm doing too much? Like i was the one in the wrong for asking something that i shouldn't be asking you in the first place? Why is it like that you always tend to see the wrongs in me? Have you ever truly see me as someone that was capable of being with you? Or just someone who doesn't have the capacity of something that you've been looking for in your whole life? Or you're too blind to see all of that... Living in the reality that you've built yourself, not seeing what could have been.
I still wish you the best, I'm still grateful that i met you, I'm still grateful that i get to share those times with you; but what was it for you?
2026-05-09 15:43:50