Lately, I’ve been feeling like I just want to disappear not because I truly want to leave everything, but because I’m tired of carrying things I don’t even understand. It gets overwhelming trying to act okay, trying to explain something I can’t even put into words. I realize now that maybe I don’t want to vanish. Maybe I just want someone to notice that I’m not okay. Someone to see through the “I’m fine” and understand what I can’t say out loud. There are days when everything feels too much, when even the smallest things make my heart heavy. And in those moments, all I really want is not to be alone in it, to feel seen, to feel understood, to feel like someone cares enough to stay. I don’t have all the answers yet. I’m still trying to figure myself out. But I know this I don’t want to disappear. I just want to be found
2026-05-10 16:46:55
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More frustrating when you want to share it to others but just ended up saying I don't know or I'm tired. I want to heal but my inner self refuses to go out in darkness. It seems like I found comfort in darkness that I fear light now.
2026-05-10 14:50:38
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𝜗𝜚˚⋆ :
so lost in my own mind i can't even understand how i feel most of the time.
2026-05-25 03:17:14
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Duda :
A tradução: “tão perdido em meus próprios pensamentos que nem consigo entender como me sinto na maioria das vezes”
2026-05-24 16:41:56
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uno :
so lost. andami nang nangyayari yet I can’t bring myself to open up to someone at all. it’s very hard to do so especially when you know very well that they’re struggling too.
that’s why I wanna tell this to everyone out there, silently battling their own minds: I hope you stay. even if you don’t fully understand your feelings yet. some ppl survive not because they had all the answers to their unanswered questions, but because they kept going long enough to find peace little by little. kaya natin to.
2026-05-17 08:27:01
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ae :
I feel like im okay, but the second i said those words i will cry my heart out.
2026-05-10 17:47:07
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Lyrid✧° :
and at times like this, who do I call for help?
2026-05-21 20:23:00
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mizzyxs :
sometimes i just want to disappear, you know? But I don’t know hahaha, i’m still fighting:) I can’t even understand what’s going on my mind right now. Everytime they are asking me kung okay ba ako, my answer will always be “yeah, okay lang” because I don’t have a choice. I hope... little by little ay magiging okay na rin:)
2026-05-14 13:27:19
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a :
hirap manghula kung healed na ba siya o rebound lang ako e, bollshit
2026-05-10 15:00:48
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rrln :
I’m not joking I’m following everyone who likes my comment
2026-05-23 10:24:30
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💤 :
somtimes i be happy asf snd then im deppresed all over again
2026-05-22 11:51:39
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jade :
streak tayo, tapos puro ganito lang isesend!
2026-05-20 12:15:57
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Spam😇 :
So lost in my own mind I can’t even understand how I feel most of the time 🤡
2026-05-20 16:31:41
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🐻 :
do you guys know the feeling na sobrang dami mo ng nabitawang salita pero hindi ka makuntento kasi hindi naman 'yon yung gusto mong iparating?
2026-05-11 20:07:24
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Iced matcha :
It came to a point where it becomes frustrating. lately, I feel like losing some parts of myself. hindi ko ma imagine na isang tanong lang, sobrang sensitive na sa’kin. “anong plano mo?” “saan ka na after mo grumaduate?” “may school ka na?” “nakapasa ka?” and it surely hits everything inside me. lost my sparks academically, probably because napapagod na rin ako. then bigla akong naaksidente, need mag bed rest for a whole week, tapos yung final project namin is around the corner pero hindi ako makatulong kahit na gusto ko kasi injured. as someone who loves studying and afraid of missing classes, it is really difficult. mag dedebut din ako next month, and this things happened. grabe hindi ko na alam kung ano pa ba mararamdaman ko. all I can think of is to get better quick and pumasok.
2026-05-12 18:03:40
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N’🕷️ :
Para a minha fy em inglês 🕸
2026-05-26 01:38:20
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😶silva :
so lost in my own mind i can't even understand how i feel most of the time
2026-05-23 01:08:05
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fly :
ang gulo gulo na ng isip ko hahahahhahahahhaha, ano ba talagang plano mo sakin, Lord? please tulungan mo’ko sa mga desisyon na gagawin ko.
2026-05-17 04:11:20
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Z :
2026-05-11 13:30:45
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Lyng :
Ewan ko ba… parang I’m always sad lately. Gusto ko naman mag open up pero parang no one really listens. I’m so tired na, but I still can’t sleep. Every night nalang umaatake yung insomnia ko, and ang daming thoughts sa utak ko that I can’t even control anymore.
Sometimes I ask myself, bakit kapag ako yung may problem parang walang may pake? But when it’s them, I’m always there to listen, comfort, and understand them. I give so much care and effort sa people I love, pero kapag ako na yung nangangailangan, parang iba naman yung hinahanap nila.
Nakakapagod din pala maging “strong friend” all the time. Yung ikaw yung safe place ng everyone, pero ikaw mismo walang mapuntahan when things get heavy. I’m always there for them, always checking up on them, always making sure they’re okay… but no one even notices when I’m silently falling apart too.
2026-05-12 15:46:47
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babes :
prayer is the most powerful medicine ok🙏🙏🙏
2026-05-12 02:57:49
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