shinobu :
My love, my baby, my man, my whole world, thank you for choosing me to be your girl, your woman, and your love. I just want you to know how deeply I love you. And I’m sorry that we couldn’t keep our promise of spending the rest of our lives in each other’s arms. I’m sorry that I have to let go, and I’m sorry for always being scared that you deserve someone better than me. If only I could, I would keep you forever. I wanted to stay by your side for the rest of my life, to hold you through everything, because being with you felt like home. But I’m sorry for being this way. I can’t fully explain how much you truly mean to me, but one thing I know for sure is that you were my first in so many ways, and you will always have a special place in my heart. Maybe someday, if God gives us another chance in another lifetime, I hope it’s still you and me in the end. I hope I get to love you for a lifetime without having to lose you. No matter what happens, you will always be one of the greatest parts of my life. And honestly, I don’t think I could ever love anyone the way I loved you. I know it may sound selfish, but leaving you feels like losing half of myself too. Still, I pray that the person who will stand beside you someday will love you gently, take care of you, cherish you, and give you even more love than I ever could. I love you so much, my baby. Maybe not in this life, but in another one, I promise I’ll still choose you. I love you always. Not goodbye, just see you soon.
2026-05-14 13:13:14