Kcianaa` :
Marc, if you're reading this, I miss you so much na 🙁, I really do. bakit naging ganito ako ka-attach sayo? To the point that I'm willing to do everything for you. You’re just a stranger on day one, but one day you became my everything. Marc, I may have found the reason to move on, but I can’t find the reason to do it. Maraming paraan, yes, and dapat ginawa ko na, pero I can’t. Not because I want to, but because my heart still chooses you, even when my mind already knows it shouldn’t.
iknow na wala na akong magagawa para bumalik ka. yes baby, I'm still waiting for you, I'm still yearning for you, I still care, and I'm still longing for your love baby, even though you told me to stop, even though you pushed me away, even though i hate you with all my heart, and even though you've hurted me, I still want it to be you ihhh☹️. I don't know what to do without you baby. A part of me is still thinking if ano kayang nangyari satin ngayon if hindi yun nangyari? A part of me still hoping for you to comeback I really wanted to be you baby... I really did, I saw you as the guy that I'd marry, I saw you as the guy that I was gonna build a future with but I guess wala na lahat nang yun.
I can’t accept the fact na ang hirap mo i-let go. Andaming what if's. What if nag-stay ka? What if you didn't stop contacting me? What if we continued? Tbh, I tried, you know. I tried to move on, to forget, to find someone else, someone easier, someone who would actually choose me back. Pero kahit anong gawin ko, it always comes back to you. Ang sakit lang isipin na I gave you a place in my life that you never really asked for, pero hindi ko rin kayang bawiin.
Maybe that’s the hardest part, loving for you for the rest of my life, then I have found the reason to live my life to the fullest.
2026-05-10 19:12:43