UrYapp3rZacharon1 :
to her if she ever sees this. I didn't fall for her because of her looks, exact reason why it's hard to move on. When I first met her it wasn't those moments where I went "she's the one right there" she was beautiful and anyone could see it. But that's not what got me, what got me was everything underneath that, the layers I discovered through time as a got to know her, at first it was small, the way she laughed when something is funny, and the way she laugh even more when it's me telling the joke, the way she talked about the random things she would talk about when we were together cooking,singing,acting, learning, make up, and styling herself. Then it became deeper, the way she thought, the way she was with other people. The way she understood parts of me, no one even got to notice, and the more I got to know her, the more I realized something, I wasn't even expecting, I wasn't just falling for how she looked, I was falling for how she was. Those pieces of her, the layers that I discovered after I took the time to go through them. Which is why it's hard when she's leaving. The attraction? I'll see that again, the beauty? I'll see that everywhere, but there will be only one her
There will be only one Jollyanah. And she'll Be the first to ever get through my heart without even trying to open any doors, she opened a door that I can't ever close again, too bad I can't ever have you, but the door is always open when you need me, I love you, Jollyanah.
2026-05-11 18:03:30